One day ,My best friend is a boy, and so am I. We've been best friends for over a year. I don't know exactly when I started to develop feelings for him. I love him more than anything and anyone, and he's the who told me that she've been inlove with me,and he ask me that i've been inlove with him? but Im the one whotold him that im not inlove on you. He tells me that she loves me, and made me a picture that said "Te Amo" (I love you in Spanish) and whenever we talk on the phone, text, or even say goodbye, we tell each other that HE TOTALLY LOVE ME!!!. He hug me a lots of times a day at school.He tells me everything, her universe, her world and that he needs me. we call each other "love," mhine ," "honeybunch," "angel," "sweetheart," "wiffey," "hun," and. I don't treat any of my friends that way, or if I do, not very often. He's had a LOT of GIRLFRIEND BUT IM THE ONE SHE REALLY LIKE ME, a few serious. I've had about 5-10 crushes before, and they've all been guys. I don't like any guys at the moment, and haven't for about 2 years. But I've never liked a girl before. he makes jokes about being "over guys" and BEING INLOVE, but I don't know if he's kidding or not. One of him ex-girlfriends thought that it seemed like we were going out more than they were.But i told my best friend no because i dont want to jeapordize our friendship. I think he just views me as a friend. I've never felt this way about someone before. We have so much in commen, and see each other almost every day. If we don't see each other for more than a few days, we're always like "I missed youuuu!!" We tell each other EVERYTHING and share a diary, and talk on the phone and/or text pretty much daily. We've kissed on the check maybe 5 times? and each time it's AMAZING.he says things like "we're gonna live a long happy life together forever!!" and "i love you!!!! sooo much!!!!! no matter what happens you're always gonna be in my heart :)" and "i love you so much that I'd probably go crazy if I imagined the amount of love i have for you because its sooo much!!!" She signs her text messages with "besos!" (spanish for kisses) or xoxox sometimes. he always tells me that she loves me more than anything, and more than i love her, though i know this isnt true. I dont want to tell her that I'm in love with him, or kiss him or do anything to risk our friendship because he already has a hard life and i dont want to add to him stress. And he told me that he would probably commit suicide if he didn't have me to talk to. And if I didn't have her, I think I'd do the same. Sorry that was so long but I'm damn confused!!
