I will always be yours

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Sorry for inactivity, but enjoy this little cute story <3

--------------y/n pov----------------
Me and Bucky have been friends since he came here, but lately he has been acting weird. I don't know what’s up with him. He has been trying to avoid me I think, but I don't know what I could have done to piss him off or hurt him. I'm actually kinda hurt he’s just ignoring me. Also since I kinda think I might have feelings for him. Not that he's ever gonna like me. Like dude I'm living in the tower with the most gorgeous and beautiful girls, Wanda and Nat. Who would ever like me or even just think I'm pretty, when they're around too? And another reason: Bucky is constantly on dates with amazing girls. So as you can see, he's never gonna like me. Like never.

Anyway, today I got nothing to do besides a little bit of training, since I have done a lot of training last week. I used to train with Bucky but I don't think he’s gonna be there, since he's ignoring me. After training I'm planning on watching a movie or something. Eating snacks you know, just relaxing, so i'm ready for the next mission. Probably gonna be one soon.

I took some training clothes on, just a sports bra and some tights, and went to the training room to do some training. Not long after I started somebody went into the room. I was kinda busy boksning, so i didnt see who it was, but I assumed it was just Nat or Sam or some one.

------------Bucky’s pov------------
I felt kinda bad for ignoring y/n, but I don't know what else to do. Like I'm literally heads over heels in love with her. Like her hair is amazing. Y/h/c hair just floating in the air when she’s walking. The way she walks. It literally looks like she’s floating, and most of all her adorable cute little face, with her eyes. Her eyes.. They’re the prettiest eyes I have ever seen. They’re the prettiest y/e/c and I'm sure sometimes, when the light is right, there are some gold sparkles too. And I don't know what to do about the fact I'm in love with her. I thought I would help not to see her everyday. But that did not help. Actually just helped me realize how much in love I'm with her. I even tried to go on dates with other girls, not that it ever helped me. But today i planned on actually spend some time with her, cause i missed her so fucking much.

So I went to the training room to do some training first. When I opened the door I saw y/n. She was in a sports bra and some tights, and she looked really hot. I couldn't help but smile. She was boksing, and didn't notice me. So I stepped up behind her and whispered in her ear.

»You have no idea what you are doing to me, have you?« 

I felt her freeze

----------Back to y/n pov cause this is about to get good😏🔥-----

I didn't hear him at first but then he wrapped his hands around my waist and whispered in my ear.
»You have no idea what you're doing to me, have you«

I froze. And got goosebumps all over my body. He never holds me by the waist. But now that his hands were there I didn't want him to ever remove them again. Or when he whispered in my ear, I couldn't help but fall in love. Or you know realize that im proberlay in love with this man.

»I-i .. W-what do you mean?« I managed to stutter.

»You really have no idea, do you doll?« He continued to whisper in my ear.

I had no idea what the hell he was talking about. Like I was the one who gave him goosebumps all over his body.

I turned around, still in his hands of course.
»I have no idea what you are talking about«
He was nearly a head taller than me. And I liked that. When he was hovering over me, without even trying.

»You're telling me you're doing none of this on purpose?« He asked, and now i was really fucking confused. I just looked at him.

»You're telling me that you don't know what you're doing?« I continued to look at him, still dont understanding him.

»What you are trying to tell me, is that you aren't that cute on purpose? Like when you can't get cereal, you have to get a chair. Or when you are walking around in those oversized sweaters and hoodies? Or when you're laughing? Or looking so fucking hot while working out?« At this point I had hid my face in his chest.

»You're doing none of this on purpose? Like right now? Youre so fucking adorable, and you dont even try?« I didn't know what to do. Like what do you do when your crush tells you such things?
But luckily Bucky saved me.

»Doll, wanna go have some food, before you melt completely into me. Not that i'm complaining!«
We went to get some food. And ate in silence, but I had a weird feeling that Bucky was studying me the whole time. After eating I went to take a shower, but Bucky stopped me.

»Where do you think you're going, Doll?« He grabbed my wrist

»You're going to watch a movie with me, right now, so you aren't going anywhere, except my room.«

I was quite surprised that he was that straight forward, just like he hadn't ignored me for the last three weeks. Like I really thought I did something wrong or that he didn't want to be friends anymore. He literally got me worrying so much and now he is just acting like nothing happened.
We walked into his room and i didnt want to ruin the quite good vibes, by telling him how much I missed him the past weeks. 

He said that I could pick the movie, so of course we had to watch Kung Fu Panda.

When the movie was nearly over I decided to tell him how much the last weeks actually hurt.

»So we're just gonna ignore the fact that you have literally tried to avoid me the last three weeks?» I asked, kind of ruining the moment.

He looked kinda taking aback. Like it would come as a surprise when he obviously did it on purpose. I could have probably told him earlier, but i was too busy melting into him.

»Look im sorry, doll. I didn't mean to hurt you!»

»THEN WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU AVOID ME!»

I shouted, really pissed off. I took a deep breath and continued

»If I remember correctly, which I always do, I told you multiple times that if one more person left me, I would literally break into pieces!? And not even a week later you decide to ignore me! Like I don't even mean shit to you! Then three weeks later you come back and be like 'ArGHh YoU sO CutE'! Like I'm just supposed to forgive you! Why the hell did you even avoid me in the first place?!»

He looked quite taken aback, still. Like it was a shock for him?

»Look, y/n I'm so sorry for what I did, but just know that I did it for your shake.»

»If you didn't want to hurt me, then WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU AVOID ME IN THE FIRST PLACE!?» I was crying now. I angrily wiped the tears away.

Bucky looked quite hurt, and I hated to see him that way. Like there hadn't been enough hurting in his life already.

»Because i fucking love you!» I stopped midt track, pacing back and forth in the room.

I slowly turned around so I was facing him.

»you what?» i whispered

»Love you! I'm so sorry for telling you this way. I had it all planned out. A little picnic and a promise ring! I just haven't found the right ring! And the last three weeks have been the worst of my life. Some days I felt like I couldn't get out of bed. The only thing to save me those days was the hope that maybe I would see a glimpse of you, or you would even say hi. And I would avoid you, cause i am so scared that you would never love me. I mean who would love me, a broken, hurt and scared man, when you could get Steve or Tony or Sam or literally any boy you want.»

I was still crying, but now it was happy tears. Tears coming from the eyes of a happy person. Actually the happiest in the world.

I walked closer to him, pulled his face down and kissed him.

And he kissed back! Like omg, the love of my life kissed me back!

»James Bucky Barnes, I really love you. With all my heart»

»Y/n y/m/n y/l/n, I love you with all my heart and all my soul, and I'll forever be yours»

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