forever letters | jjk

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jungkook pov...

i'm in class , waiting for the teacher to finish writing the boring lesson on the whiteboard. i wasn't in my mood these days. i wasn't in my mood since the day i did the physics project with sooyeon.

don't even know why i radically changed after those events.
we just studied, right ? and even argued a bit , but nevertheless, nothing more happened.
at least nothing that made me starring at her the whole time today.

every time i look up , i see her. well , i know i shouldn't look but her hair is perfectly done. her skirt riding up her thigh as she crosses it over her other , gracefully.

everytime she glances at me , it does something to my stomach. it's not bad. is just making me feel sort of good things. sort of emotions , more specifically.

during the writing brakes , she randomly bites her pen that it even makes me think about things i literally shouldn't.

every time we make eye contact , it's like i wanna keep it like that forever. stare into her orbs forever.

i know i shouldn't feel this way for her , but every time she bites her lip , it reminds me of that afternoon we spend together , studying.

i wasn't really paying attention at the files she was reading. i was analyzing her facial features , realizing how gorgeous they are.

but then again i remember...im her fucking enemy.
(a/n: took this paragraph from tiktok lmao. i fucking love it tbh)

i can't develop feelings for sooyeon. it feels wrong , even though it isn't.

maybe im just a bit too paranoid.

the way she talks and absolutely everything about her make me feel weak. considering the fact that i have a deal to finish , i can't confess. it would be stupid , plus im pretty sure she hates me too. hates me like i should do too.

but i can't just keep hating her. i can't deny any feelings for sooyeon , even though i should. i should , cause for me , it feels more than wrong.

i snapped out of my thoughts when the school bell rang , signaling the end of the second class.

i just sat in my place until the last student left.
i'm not in my mood to be in 'crowds'. i'm feeling kinda tired and randomly think about one person. sooyeon.

"I thought you left , kook." a voice full-filled the creepy but soothing silence.

"i was about to. that was until you showed up , taehyung.what's wrong ?"

"nothing actually. just wanted to ask my best friend if he's available tonight.you know , yoongi throws a party at hid place. it's not going to be something big anyways."

i was thinking if i should go or nah. as I specified earlier ,i'm not in my mood of drinking , hearing loud music or even assist at seokjin dumbass jokes (a/n:sorry jin ! i really love your jokes in real life , but in the story it has to be the opposite 😭 lol )

"who's coming?"

"does that matter ? i said it's going to be something small" tae added , ignoring what i just asked him.

why is he so fucking stubborn?

" yea , of course it's not a big party. just tones of alcohol, loud rock music and seokjin's jokes all around. c'mon , tae , say who's coming."

"if you insist then i should just obey your words , i guess.
namjoon , seokjin , me , jimin , jimin's cousin , and you should too."
he said , putting on his annoying 'pregnant mommy' pose. (a/n: a little bit of sassy taehyung is not gonna break the story line , right ?💀)

" wait ... jimin's cousin ? who's she ? do i met her before ? he never told me he has a cousin."
I'm confused. I thought that the only relatives jimin has are his grandparents, since his parents four years ago.

"why so many questions? you'll see if you're going to
come."

" i'll call you later. let me think about it."