Hurting Me| Black Y/n x Ichigo

1.5

"I want to break up" you got straight to the point because you knew if you didn't you probably wasn't going to be able to do it anymore, but he stayed silent so you took that as an invitation to keep talking.

"I love you Grimmjow, I really do, but it's getting hard to tell if you feel the same..." you could feel the tears starting to form and he still kept quiet. You didn't know what expression he had on his face because you couldn't look him in the eyes. "You obviously don't understand me or how I feel and sometimes you really hurt me and don't realize it or you just treat me like I'm levels below you and it's frustrating."

You kept going, crying now "And don't think I don't know about how you slept with another girl, the only reason I didn't say anything was because I felt guilty for some reason because I didn't want to sleep with you and just left it alone." You stopped talking, you felt that it was about damn time he said something so you looked at him and his expression was completely blank, it pissed you off. 

"Do you have nothing to say?!" You started yelling out of frustration. "I was just waiting for you to finish, you were going extremely strong there you shouldn't have stopped." He said in an amused voice. Did he think you were joking around? This was serious shit and he's getting amused, you reached your breaking point.

"WHAT THE HELL GRIMMJOW IM BEING FUCKING SERIOUS HERE AND YOUR GETTING AMUSED?!? DO YOU REALLY LOVE ME? DO YOU REALLY CARE?" Your voice started to crack and even though you wanted to go on and had more to say you were getting embarrassed so stopped.

"Y/n, your breaking up with me, don't you think I'm the one who should be yelling?" Grimmjow was way too calm for the aggressive person you knew him to be so you decided to calm down a little, he saw the shift in your attitude and continued. "I do love you Y/n but it's hard to be with you sometimes, we've been together for a year and it's obvious you don't trust me when you know I'll treat you right."

"That's not the reas-" you tried to fight back but he stopped you.
"You broke up with me Y/n, I have nothing more to say. Get out my car."

You were in shock. Get out of his car?!? That's it? You couldn't believe it, but you didn't want this to go on because you were crying like a baby while he had a straight look on his face and you were getting more embarrassed by the second, but you wanted one thing before you left.

"Apologize."

"Huh?" Grimmjow said a couple of seconds later, acting like he had to process that one word, his face finally changing to a confused look. "For fucking what? Because your breaking up with me?" He chuckled. "Get the fuck out."

"Nigga apologize for pushing me into the wall and giving me a goddamn concuss-" you gasped loudly.

He wrapped his hand around your throat, it was wrapped around your whole throat, but this wasn't the type of situation you wanted to be choked in.

He didn't do it in a way to suffocate you but it still caught you by surprise and you were already crying and shouting at the same time which had you gasping for air. He looked you directly in the eyes with his hand still around your throat and said in a demanding voice "Get out."

He let go of your throat and you coughed a little and then looked him directly in the eye for about five seconds, turned around grabbing your stuff and left, slamming the door as hard as you could.

You ran to the nearest bush and threw up still balling your eyes out, you called Noah and told her where you were. She rushed there as fast as she could because she could feel the situation was bad from how you sounded.

When she got there she gave you a huge hug and told you everything was gonna be ok, which made you feel so much better and more secure than you felt in a while.

She took you to your car and hopped in the drivers seat. "What about your car?" You asked sniffing. "Don't even worry bout that I'm taking you home and we're gonna eat whatever and talk about whatever and then go to sleep and we're not going to school tomorrow, we're gonna stay in together and I'm not gonna let you be alone because you look like shit right now and you need your best friend." She said it a comforting voice that made you smile and just happy to have her by your side.

Everything she said y'all would do, y'all did and you genuinely felt better after talking with her. You've known Noah for a long time now, since you guys were about four years old because your moms had their own company together. Y'all really had no other choice to be there for each other and that really made you two closer.

Noah was just happy that you finally were free from the shackles of your toxic relationship and that you would hopefully find new love, the right person, who wouldn't take you for granted.

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AN: Hey!! I hope you guys enjoyed these first two chapters.

Anyways next chapter we're moving to the present time and I promise the chapters will get better as time goes on!