Arcane oneshots

Jinx and silco ⚠️

TRIGGER WARNING: self harm, depression, and suicide.

I have good days and I have bad days. Today was a bad day. A very very bad day. I didn't wanna get out of bed, I didn't feel like eating, I just wanted to not exist. To float away into a sea of unconscious forever. But I knew that wouldn't happen. Jinx would barge into my room any second demanding me to get up, if I normally didn't get up by now. And I would willingly get up and do everything that she wanted to do, like the little bitch I am. I can't stand up to her because I have strong feelings for her. We've been friends for about 10 years. Silco found jinx first then shortly after, I joined their dysfunctional family. But fuck this family. Silco cares more for jinx than he does me. He doesn't see that I am in pain, he doesn't see how depressed i am. So what's the point of existing if nobody around you cares.
I could faintly hear jinx's rock music playing in the other room. I quietly got up and closed my door fully and locked it so nobody could come in. I reached under my bed and pulled out a box.
"What does this box contain, you may ask? Well it contains sharp objects." I mumbled to myself in a weird voice. God, great now I'm fucking talking to myself. I grabbed what I needed out of the box and went to my bathroom. I closed and locked that door too.
"Let the fun begin." I said as I starting slashing at my arms.
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*jinx*
I had this weird feeling In the pit of my stomach. Like something bad was going to happen.
All the voices are quiet today.
Too quiet.
I got up from my workshop bench and turned off my music.
Too quiet.
I ran down to silcos office. I slammed the door open and silco got up from his chair looking annoyed.
"Child. What is it?" He asked.
"First of all its way too quiet, second normally shadow is up by now eating breakfast, and third I have a weird feeling in my stomach." I explained while doing wild gestures with my hands.
"Well you can go check on her. She might've just slept in." Silco sat back down.
"No you don't get it. I think the weird feeling in my stomach is because something bad is going to happen to shadow!" Silco nodded in understanding and rose from his chair again.
"Well then since you are so worried let's go check on her."
We both walked up to shadows room. The door was closed. She never closes it. Silco turned the handle for it to only reject him. It's Locked. I looked at Silco and he looked worried. He started using his body to slam open the door.
"Shadow?! You In there?" He yelled. He finally got the door open to an empty room.
"Where is she?" He whispered. I noticed her bathroom door was closed. I walked up to it and turned the handle it was locked as well.
"Silco! I think she's in here!"
Silco walked up to the door and knocked,
"Sweetheart, shadow you in there? We are very worried if you are in there can you please come out." He slammed open the door and what we saw on the floor made our hearts stop. Shadow was on the floor with cuts in her wrist, bleeding out.
Silco sprung into action and grabbed towels and bandages and started to clean her arms up. I stood there frozen.
'Why would she do this? Does she not know how much I love her?' I felt tears rolling down my face. Silco finished patching her up and layed her on her bed and stroked her hair and a few tears rolled down his face.
"I'm so sorry, my daughter. I didn't realize how bad you were hurting. I love you. Please wake up soon. Jinx, please watch her I have to go out and get more bandages." I just nodded at him as I walked over to her bed. Silco left leaving me alone with her.
"Shadow... why? Why would you try to leave me? I shoulda told you how much I loved you..." I grabbed her hand and I felt a light squeeze.
"Shadow?"
"Hey jinxy. Did I hear you say you love me?" Shadow smiled.
"Yeah I guess you did, sugar... I'm so sorry... If you don't feel the same just ignore it. I don't wa-" I was cut off with a kiss on the lips.
"Well it's a good thing I feel the same way, J. So jinxy wanna be my girlfriend?"
"Yes!" We kissed just as silco walked back in.
"I brought more ba-" he stopped talking when he saw us kissing. We both pulled back.
"Um I see you are awake, shadow. My child, why would you hurt yourself like this?" He cleared his throat.
"Um I just felt like you guys didn't love me and didn't want me around but I can see now that I was wrong. Very wrong. I'm sorry guys. I love you." I hugged shadow and pulled silco in for a big group hug.
He groaned but hugged both of us anyway.