.... am I that bad to be loved, wanted.
I am an unwanted daughter, now i will be an unwanted wife.
God what's your problem. Why am i so unwanted in this universe.
kya likha hain apne meri kismat mein..
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Jaanvi mittal
A girl who has only seen pai...
"No please , Don't , please Don't..... Mumma no papa please"
I woke up with a jolt. Again the nightmare. After so many days . God I don't even know how i slept.
It was 5'o clock in the morning.
This is the reason I don't sleep whenever i try to sleep i get these nightmare of thier ruthless act that they were doing. But atleast after so many days i slept atleast.
I stood infront of the mirror looking at the marks on my body which has started to fade . These marks will fade but not the marks on my heart and mind. It will always remain the same. Its Said that time heals everything but i guess if time would be able to heal this pain.
I did my morning routine and got ready.
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It was still early so i thought to take a walk in the garden. I walked around and started to complete my story. I think this is the last story i will write. I am really tired. I just have to complete this one as I don't really feel good to leave this story on hold. Before starting college i will complete my last story.
"Good morning" i heard a voice and came out of my world.
There i saw maan standing in his nicke t shirt and sweatpants with all sweaty looking damn hot .
"Good morning" i replied.
"It's still early you got up unusually early today ".
" Haa wo i was not able to sleep".
"Why, you would have woken me up i would have prepared some tea for you. I t would have helped you sleep". I said panicking. I know how does it feel to not be able to sleep , but i have gotten used to it.
"Hey hey relax!... " I am fine it's ok. It was just a little headache.
He said and i nodded in understand ment.
" By the way how are you up so early" he asked.
"I just got up early and decided to take a walk in garden ". I lied obviously . But he doesn't need to know that.
" Are you all set for college"
"Yes.""
"Nervous''
"Hmm''
"Don't be . I know you will do the best.''
"Hmm"
"Aur waise bhi avni toh rahengi."
"Haa . That's the only thing i am happy about i am so glad that even she wants to study fashion designing."
I blurted out getting all excited.
"Sorry " i muttered when i saw him looking up to me with an amused face.
