Drowning

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My friends question; "if you loved her so much, why didn't you cry when she left?" I laughed and replied,"she stole my heart I can't feel anything without it."

Screamed and yelled that I was a cold hearted fool but you never bothered to look beneath the mask. You never bothered to get to know me.

Some say depression is sort of like falling but i don't feel anything at all.
PIease stop my breathing, I want to suffocate.  Drown me, please. Hold my head under the water, I don't want to do this anymore.

Tell them all  I am doing okay, that I don't need her to survive. I hate that I still love you, even though you treated me like shit.

Wish I could tell the world how I felt inside but the pain has cut out my tongue. Tossed it aside and lit it on fire. I've got nothing now, not a damn thing.

Left me in the dark and the cold, expecting me to be okay. Drown me please, I don't want to exist anymore. Hold my head under water, hang me from the ceiling. End me please.

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