The Gas Station (Kian Lawley Fanfic)

Chapter 5

Day Felix gets out of the hospital

"Maddi?" Felix said to me as he came out of the bathroom from getting into normal clothes.

"Ya Felix?"

"Where am I gonna go I can't go back to the adoption place I just can't I can't be with out you sis I-I-I-" Felix rambled with me interrupting.

"Felix. Don't worry, it's okay. The other day, Kian's mom started with the adoption process you'll be there for two days at most. Don't worry." I said reassuring him.

"Okay. I love you Maddi you know that right?"

"Aww Felix. I know you love me everyone does." I winked and laughed with him.

"Awwee sibling goals." Izzy said.

"Oh my god where do you come from?" I asked startled.

"I just came in here it's time for us to leave."

"Okay. Um Izzy can you give us a minute?" I asked her.

"Ya sure." she responded smiling, leaving the room.

"Look Fel, it's gonna be okay it's only a day or two. Don't worry bro I would NEVER EVER just leave you. You're all I got." I said smiling.

"I love you so much Maddi." Felix said hugging me.

"I love you too." I say hugging back.

"I'm sorry to interrupt but Felix we need to get going." Mrs. Londge, the main caretaker of all the kids at the agency.

"Okay. I love you sis." Felix said walking out.

"Love you more bro." I responded holding back tears whilst following them out of the room.

"I'll be there in a few days Felix don't worry." Kian's mom said.
As Kian, Izzy, their mom and I are all walking out of the hospital Kian offers to go get the stuff from and I quote "my previous household". I laughed when he said that, I've never heard him talk like that.
Obviously accepted that offer, 1. It's KIAN LAWLEY, 2. I don't want to go to that hell hole alone, I haven't been their since I found out What happened to Felix.
We both walk to my car, and I suddenly realize I have to go to back to school in two days. Kian must have noticed the depression in my face because then he asked me if I was alright.

"Ya I'm fine it's just I have to go back to school in two days."

"Oh that must suck. I'm so happy I don't go anymore."

"Oh thanks for the encouragement Kiki." OH SHIT DID I JUST OH NO I ONLY CALLED HIM THAT IN FRONT if OF MY FRIENDS OH SHIT MY SHITBALLS WHY OH GOD WHAT DID I DO?!?

"Kiki? You haven't called me that in forever." Kia WAIT WHAT I USED TO CALL HIM THAT WTF I WORDS DONT I SNEE. Kian must have seen my THE FUCK face because then he said,

"Oh shit I shouldn't have said that."
By this time I had no more words and we were almost to my old personal hell, I mean school was better than that house. So the rest of the way we were silent.

"Okay we're here." I say."

"Let's go on in then beauty." KIAN said. it gives me butterflies every time he called me that, I felt loved.
I go up and knock on the door. And Jada answers.

"Ugh ew Maddilyn why the hell are you here?"

"I came to get my stuff you fucking brat." This little girl pissed me off so much.

"Woah, Beauty calm down babe. She's just a little girl." Kian said. Oh shit this is gonna make her so mad.

"OMG KIAN LAWLEY. I JUST I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. But like I'm not a little girl I'm 14 and like all the guys at my school even the 18 year olds want me. So yea and this bitch is no where near beautiful she is the ugliest piece of suicidal, anxiety attack having, depressed, fat slab I've ever met."

"Shut the fuck up Jada. Let me get my shit." I respond to that unnecessary shit she just said.

"Whatever. But it's all true Kiki." Jada said. Kian didn't say anything back. Why like I kinda thought he liked me like wtf kian. I FUCKING CANT I THINK KIAN LAWLEY LIKES ME HOLY FUCK!! BUT HE ISNT DEFENDING ME MAYbe he DoESNT like me. Followed with that thinking moment in my brain Kian and I are collecting my brothers things.

"Maddi I'm sorry, for not saying anything back there." Omg what the hell.

"It's okay."

"No Maddilyn it's not. I should have stuck up for you. but I just was shocked was like all of that true?"

"Yes."

"I'm so sorry." Kian says as he is putting the last bag of my brothers things down, and comes closer to me.

"No you don't have to be." I respond as Kian hugs me.

"I feel like I should be though."

"Kian I'm better and happy than I was a few years ago." we are still hugging I'm literally going to shit myself.

"How? What made you so happy?"

"Since when are we playing 20 questions?" I say causing Kian to blush.

"Oh I'm sorry."

"No Kiki it's fine. Stop apologizing." This time we are inches away from each other's faces staring each other dead in the eye. OH MY FUCKBALLS. KISS HIM MADDI JUST FUCKING KISS HIM!!! Oh shit oh shit oh shit he's leaning in to kiss me oh my okay.

"Can you tell me the answer?" He asked instead of kissing me. you have to got to be fucking kidding me.

"One day Lawley. One day." I say as we both head to get my stuff.
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Sorry haven't updated in a while but I'm gonna try to stay in track now.