My name is Aquar. You know how everyone says "if you get back up again then everything will get better"? Ya thats not true. No matter how many times you get back up, it never gets better. The only way to make it better is find an escape, mine is cutting. I know some of you might think oh shes one of those people gross, but I'm a human too get over it and I have feelings and I don't need them hurt. You know how a lot of people say "everyone deserves a chance to be normal"? Ya well everyone might WANT a chance to be "normal" but not everyone gets that chance, for example, me I wanted to have as best as a normal life as I could but, my wishes were soon crushed when a guy who says is my dad but I he doesn't deserve that tile anymore. He had a perfectly good chance to be the best dad in the world but, he wasted that chance just because he wanted to be a complete ass and a control freak. I wanted to ask him so bad why the hell he wanted to ruin my life but I never had the strength too. Have you ever had the feeling were you really want to tell someone or ask someone why they did what they did or tell them that they never should have been born? I've wanted to tell "my dad" that since I was 9. If you are one of those people who like to know peoples pasts, "my dad" came to my mom's house and stole me when I was 9 right from my school. Who the hell does that? 1 steals their own child then doesn't tell the mother until 2 weeks after. Who would do that and why would you do that? Thats a great way to ruin a child's life for the rest of it. Thanks to him I have a problem when I'm around sharp things, and I can't focus in school anymore either, and he wounders why I have such bad grades.
