Monday I go back to school and I'm sitting in class and the guy next to me passes me a note saying will you go out with me? I look over at him and he looks pretty cute so just for fun I say yes. That was a mistake, a week later he says Aquar "I love you" I look at him in shock and say "love you too" just to be nice and he just blows me off the rest of the day. The next week he starts saying that his life would be horrible if I left him and he didn't know how he lived before he meat me and all that crap, so I told him straight up that if he didn't stop then I would break up with him. So he backed off but, a week after I said that he started hanging out with other girls so eventually I just broke it off with him. It took me a week after that to stop cutting for him. He got really mad but I didn't care that's his fault. I do miss having him with me all the time but, he just wasn't the right guy. Once Marley found out she was there, I mean she was with me every second of the day to make sure I wasn't dead or something. I told her to back off a little because I need space and she completely understood which that's one reason why I'm glad to have her as my friend. 2 weeks after me and Jason broke up he came crawling back asking me to go out with him again but, I stood strong and told him no I don't want to get hurt and I don't want to hurt him. I told Marley that after it happened and she said that I was making progress. So now I just spend my days memorizing my ceiling pattern.
