i told michael i love him i want to love him i rlly do but the way this year went, my mind just wont let me, i really have feelings for him but i don't wanna get played so my guard is up, i don't want him to only be wit me only bc he wants coochie, but he told his friends he loves me, idk yall, i wanna love him, i do but i physically cannot give anymore love, i gave everyone my love and they just didn't treat me as i treated them, but he treats me so good idk i just.... idk
i really wanna love, i just cant.
