my demons are messing with me

moving

i always want to be there
where i'm not
i want to escape the city i live in
like a new beginning
and when i changed my location
of course
sooner or later i need to move again

i escaped even to another country
and i felt so free
but then after four months
i came back

now i moved to the furthest city from my hometown
i'm here since three months now
and want to escape again
i feel the urge to move
i have longing for other countries to live in
when does it stop?

i can't keep running away
or can i?