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"I am your habit. And you can't deny me..." -- Xiao Zhan.
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3rd Person Pov
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There is no tears in his eyes. Still Xiao Zhan sniffle little bit. Maybe he is trying to hold back his tears. Xiao Zhan is still standing there. He looks around. The big mansion becomes more quiet now. He smile tiredly.
"I left alone here again..." Xiao Zhan mumble while looking around.
After mumbling this Xiao Zhan go near to one sofa lazily. He plop on sofa and lean back on sofa. Xiao Zhan closed his eyes tightly. He is verge of crying but he didn't start crying yet. Because of not crying his palms are becoming sweat and he is feeling strange inside his throat.
"T-thank God.. I didn't wear my suit for the party..." Xiao Zhan said with his closed eyes while putting his hand on eyes.
"Otherwise.. It would be very embarrassing situation for me..." Xiao Zhan said and start laughing while start crying.
It's strange. When people start crying and laughing together. Rare people only do it. Same goes with Xiao Zhan. He start crying while laughing. Or he start laughing while crying. Both together. Xiao Zhan stop laughing. He start crying silently in same position.
Since 35 minutes Xiao Zhan is crying silently with his closed eyes. Xiao Zhan open his eyes. There is still tears are rolling down from his eyes. His eyes become red. He get up from the sofa with a jerk. Xiao Zhan clear his throat loudly. Then wipe his tears harshly.
"I am feeling so hungry.. I need to eat something..." Xiao Zhan said himself in determine voice.
"Thank God I didn't had to go to that party.. I can sleep on time now.. But before I need some rice..." Xiao Zhan said.
Xiao Zhan immediately start walking towards the kitchen. Its not like he is really hungry. Its because whenever Xiao Zhan become more sad. He eat many things just to vomit. Its make him feel tiny bit good.
Xiao Zhan take rice and Kimchi from fridge. He put them on dining table. He take one spoon and start eating that rice with Kimchi. Xiao Zhan take one bite and start munching it. He already start feeling nausea. He cover his mouth tightly and shallow it forcefully. Xiao Zhan is about to take another bite. But his phone start ringing.
Xiao Zhan stop eating and put that spoon down beside the plate. He take out his phone and see its from Carman Lee. Xiao Zhan become confused. Because whenever this kind of situation come out Carman Lee or Zhang Bai Jia don't call him. They feel guilty that's why, they don't call.
When Shen Xiao Hai family was in Shanghai. Xiao Zhan doesn't need to face this kind of situation. All things happen when Shen Xiao Hai family transfer to Beijing from Shanghai.
Xiao Zhan still confused about the call. He should receive the call or not. The call almost about to end. Xiao Zhan receive the call immediately.
Phone conversation:
Xiao Zhan: hello Carman mom. Why you..... (Interrupt by Carman Lee).
Carman Lee: Xiao Zhan, Xiao Zhan. Son. Where are you now? (Desperately voice and immediately asked)
Xiao Zhan: I am home mom. Why? what happened?
Carman Lee: You need to come to our house immediately. Please son just come. There is nothing right anymore. Please just come here fast. Bo Wen is already on his way to pick you.
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