9:28 PM
I am messed up.
Seriously.
I probably have asthma. I have what I think are anxiety attacks. I self-diagnosed myself with depression. I self-harm. I am considering suicide. I really want to die. I am killing my mother.
I am messed up.
All of this is speculation, of course. The asthma thing I am seeing the doctor for on monday, but the rest very few know about. And very few even care....
You probably don't care either. But I am going to pretend you do.
Please care. I won't blame you if you don't, though. Sometimes I don't even care. I'm just numb. Numb and breaking.
