On Thursday after school I stayed to help hand out poinsettias for rowing.
There were only a few people.
I met a guy named Niko and now we're good friends.
Its honestly strange because it feels like I've been friends with him for a while but I haven't.
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I wrote that about a month ago. I had planned to explain to whole evening with the poinsettias and niko but I guess I had forgotten about it.
Now he's been my boyfriend for almost a month. On the 13th it's a month.
It's honestly crazy (I say honestly too much but its fiine). I didn't actually think niko and I would turn into what we are now but I'm glad it did.
He is an amazing person and is one of the reasons I'm still here honestly.
My mental health has been shit and he just makes it a bit better knowing he's there and makes me feel like someone else actually cares.
I care about him a lot and I don't want anything to happen to him. Don't want anything bad to happen between us.
We have our ups and downs like normal people do but he's still here and I'm still here :)
Even with the way my parents are he is still here as well which honestly surprises me a lot.
My parents are my biggest obstacle with almost everything in life but he still decides to stay through it all.
We FaceTime all the time and message too.
My parents don't like how much we do but I don't really care how they feel.
Throughout Covid they've told me to call my friends and when I do they get mad but whatever.
They aren't gonna stop me from talking to niko.
Imma be writing a story on Wattpad to send to niko. It's just a fun little thing since we have a joke (but also not really a joke) where our relationship is like a Wattpad story. So because of that I'm writing one for the one month.
Gotta get typing cause I wanna get it done in time 😭
