I Think I Love You?

The Beginning

So there I was, cold, alone and with no one to comfort me. No one to say " Hey, everything will be okay." Everyone I had ever loved was gone. But how did it all lead up to this? Let's travel back to before all of this happened. Before I had no one and before all of the chaos. Let's go back to... The Beginning.

I was on my way to the Phantomhive manor for my first day as the queens guard dog. Ciel had just retired from being in charge and he requested that I take his place. Originally, the person next in line would be the guard dog but since Ciel was an only child, he wanted someone that he had known for a while to be in charge. He said he thought that I'd be a good fit for the position... Oh little did he know. I was told to be in the lookout for a man that was tall, had pale skin, and black hair. That would be the person to protect me in any sort of situation. My butler.

As I arrived at the manor, I looked in awe. This place was HUGE! I mean I knew it would be, but damn. While I was busy admiring my surroundings, the door to my carriage had opened and out the open door was a hand. I had complied and was helped out of the carriage. When I was safely on the ground, I looked to see who it was that helped me out and it was no other than the butler I had been told to look for. I could tell it was him because he fit the description perfectly. Tall with black hair, and pale skin; like a vampire.

The man started to bow and reach for my hand. He then kissed it and introduced himself. " Hello, My name is Sebastian Michelis and I am your butler." I felt like I was on cloud nine. I couldn't form words and I felt my face heating up with a pink tint. I finally snapped back to reality and started to speak. "Hello I'm Y/N and I am thrilled to be able to work with you". After the introductions, I was lead inside the manor by Sebastian. "Would you like a tour of the manor?" I replied " yes, that would be lovely." He then held his hand out once more and said, " Very well. What would you like to see first?" I told him I wanted to see the dining hall as I placed my hand on his. He nodded and walked me around the manor.

After 30 minutes to an hour of site seeing, I had grown hungry. Sebastian noticed and insisted that we go to the town to get food. Of course I complied. I went to go change into some more appropriate clothes. As I was changing, I realized that the zipper had gotten stuck. " No, No, No! This CANNOT be happening!" I was contemplating on calling for Sebastian or dealing with it myself. Since doing it myself isn't helping, I guess I had one other option. Right after I had thought that, he asked, " Are you doing okay up there young master?" I then replied " Uhm no actually. My zipper is stuck could you help fix it?" He replied " Yes I can. Please give me a moment."

I waited for a moment before I heard a knock on my door. I told him he could just walk in. The door started to open and I grew more anxious by the millisecond. Then when I turned around, he was blindfolded. A rush of relief but also confusion grew over me. "Sebastian if I may, why are you blindfolded?" He chuckled at my question then replied " It's so I don't see anything. You know if you happen to be undressed or nude if you prefer." My face started to redden. I then asked " How can you see or tell what you are doing?" He replied "I'm just simply one hell of a butler." After he said that he had went to fix my zipper and after a few seconds, it was fixed. He undid his blindfold and escorted me to the car where we would go into town and get some food.

Sebastian chose to sit across from me and I couldn't help gazing into his eyes. I started to zone out and have my own thoughts about Sebastian. This went on for about 25 minutes but then my thoughts were interrupted Sebastian chuckling then saying , " My Lord?" "We're here." I finally snapped out of my thoughts and realized we were in town. Sebastian got out of the car first then I did. We walked into the small market and looked for food ingredients. While walking Sebastian asked, " What were you thinking about earlier?" I stood shocked. I had to act dumb. " What are you talking about?" I guess Sebastian didn't buy it because he said, " You know exactly what I'm talking about." " You were just staring at me but then I realized that you weren't even answering when I asked you questions." " So I ask again, What were you thinking about?" My face started to get as red as a tomato. I was blushing too hard. Just as I was about to embarrass myself, the owner of the market had came by to help us find the best ingredients.

A wave of relief rushed over me. I was saved; Or so I thought. Just as I had thought that, Sebastian leaned over and whispered, " We're not done with our little discussion, now are we?~"All of the butterflies came back just as quickly as they left.