His New Possessions

I. Pain

Hogwarts was so close. It was that time again to go back. I honestly couldn't wait for my fourth year. Since I was 15 I was a little older than most of the fourth years. But only by a year. Most of my friends too. The only other people I knew were my age was Draco Malfoy, Mattheo Riddle, and Theodore Nott.

They were all Slytherin's like me. But Draco stood out to me the most. He is very attractive but I'd never let him learn that he'd rub it in my face. Plus I think it would make his ego bigger which no one wanted that. He was already self-smitten. Maybe this year would be different.

I hope this year I don't have to see that horrifying gelled back hair that was awful. I mean he was getting better not always doing it but he still had the fucking gel he did do this other thing with his hair last year. I wish it was permanent though because he looked good.

On a different note, I was nearly ready for Hogwarts. Bags were packed all school supplies were packed my snake was packed as well all I needed was her supplies and my toiletries and I'd be ready.

I had to get myself to the train station because my father wouldn't be able to take me. no surprise there he always had "work" forgot what the man even looked like. He thought I didn't know who he worked for. I'm not dumb I looked through his office. 

So after I had packed all my things in the taxi my father had called for me I was on my way. It wasn't a long ride we lived quite close to the station just not close enough to walk. especially with all my luggage.

It was just like I had blinked and I was there. I think I might've fallen asleep. I had quickly thanked the driver and walked out while going to the back and pulling all of my things out. I was slightly mortified at the thought of falling asleep in the taxi. It made me slap myself mentally.

As I sped to platform 9 3/4 I saw some first years head there as well with their parents. they looked so scared. It was really easy to point them out from the crowd. The poor young things trying to juggle a shit load of books that they wouldn't even use for this year they were just mandated.

I quickly ran into the wall and got on the train. Everything was happening so fast it was like I was spinning. I think I was uneasy which is weird because I was so excited this morning to be back and now...I don't know.

I quickly made my way to where all the Slytherins were seated as I spotted Mattheo, Blasie, Theo, and Pansy.

I think Pansy gets a bad rep. she gets around yes but she is very sweet when you get to know her. she had recently told me that she had started to make eyes at Ron.

I could see him and her as a couple but she was a Slytherin as well as Draco's friend and Ron was a Gryffindor and Harry Potter's best friend. Plus I knew he fancied Granger.

Granger was smart, pretty, and a total ass. I know that she was supposed to be sweet and friendly since she was a Gryffindor but she was a total bitch to me just because I was a Slytherin.

"Y/n OVER HERE" I heard Theo call to me. "I'm coming you don't have to yell" I was startled by my voice. it sounded tired almost as if I hadn't rested in days.

as I sat down I got multiple "hi's" and "how have you been" I always just responded with 'oh I'm great ' and just left it alone. I quickly took Lucia out of her box (my snake) and let her cocoon herself around my neck.

"How the fuck are you not terrified right now Y/n every time you take out that snake I swear it just looks at me weird..." Blaise said while staring at her intensely. "She likes me I like her and we both don't seem to like annoying bitches so it works" I answer honestly. "wow so you don't like me...I'm truly hurt" Blaise said while wiping a fake tear then breaking out in laughter.
He might've gotten a smile out of me as well.

"Blaise will you just shut up" I looked over to Theo. "what's up with you?" I questioned. He never acts like that so I was concerned a bit. "I'll talk with you later yhea?" he responded seeming irritated and I noticed that his eyes were red from crying.

How had I not noticed before? "Uhm yhea- yes whenever you need me, Theo" he just looked up at me with tears streaming down his face nodding.

"Oh god, Theo are you okay? Let's go to a different compartment." I wanted to help Theo. Theo and I have been friends since birth and were very close. I didn't want to see him this hurt it pained me. As I dragged him into the empty booth I quickly shut the doors "mufflito" I muttered quietly, I didn't need anyone getting in our business

As I turned around I saw him with his face in his hands his body shaking as he tried to hold in his sobs. "Theo, what happened?" I asked quietly while letting him hug my torso. he let out a shaky breath as he tried to calm down. "I don't want to be alone in this anymore," he said while burying his face deeper in my stomach. "Theo your not alone you have me." I tried to console him. "some things I can't tell you." he said shakily.

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A/n

Well, this is it for now. I'm pretty sure you could guess how theo feel just by the picture that I put above the chapter. If not then...guess you have to wait for me to see if this book goes anywhere. I hope you enjoyed this it's shorter than what I normally try to but I didn't want to put too much into it if it was going to do badly. Anyway hope you liked it <3 bye lol