"Was it all just a dream? Did Lily really die? Or was it just my fear of losing the most important person in the world. You see I have this addiction to have her at my side. She's gone and I don't know what to do."
"Why do you have this picture in...
I sat in my bed as I let some blonde fill her mouth up with my dick, which was not satisfying me like I would thought. Since she practically begged me to take her with me I don't know even know who she is, just some whore from the club. I stopped her getting up walking up to my mirror looking at myself, she giggled walking up behind me.
"What's wrong baby." She kissed my neck.
"Don't call me that shit, and what I tell you about touching me whore. You can't fucking listen get out my house." I told her rudely, she starred at me shaking her head no, I nodded pushing her out my way.
"Roman no no no, I have nowhere to go Roman don't do thi-" I slapped her in the face and she fell to the floor, don't do what bitch? Couldn't hear her since her body hit the floor, just pathetic really fucking pathetic she begged me to come here so she can stay here fuck no.
"Get out." I calmly told her pointing to my door she crawled over to me on her knees and was in position Ahh fuck my life. Wish I didn't have a reputation of dominating woman, which is probably what killed my wif- ahhh no no no don't speak of her don't think of her Roman. "I'm sorry Roman let me try again I just need another chance Roman I know I probably wasn't-" I cut her off by grabbing her hair roughly pulling her head back looking into my eyes, such a pretty face. Why is she begging me, I don't want her to beg me I only want one person to beg me FUCK! Roman pull your shit together man stop thinking about her, she's nothing.
"Please me. If you can do that then maybe I will think about letting you have a place to live huh." I chuckled. She went to my dresser grabbing a condom walking over to me she placed it on my dick and getting on top. At least she's tight the last bitch I had was loser than a bed screw yeah this might be it, her pussy is way better than her mouth. She rode me good, even though I can hardly feel her wetness because of this weak ass condom. I never used condoms, cause I didn't have to for three I remember when she rode me like this. So good and wet i missed that maybe if I just think about her and pretty face maybe I will be able to dfucking cum. This bitch was sucking my dick for an hour and I didn't cum for shit. I love when she kissed me her lips was so soft and juicy, her perfect petite figure her soft voice that gorgeous smile and her pure heart. I miss everything and I want her to come back I miss her I need her I crave her. This blonde bitch is not who I want but she will do for now, ouuu shit I'm finna cum I closed my eyes listening to her moan loudly, as I closed my eyes a picture of Lily just popped into my head and then I started to cum, I closed my eyes tight breathing heavily. The girl she giggled I moved her off of me taking the condom off waking out the room going to my kitchen throwing the condom in the trash. I walked to the room downstairs and closed the door I opened the closet grabbing the suitcase. I opened it and moved the clothes grabbing a picture, I smiled a bit once I saw it.
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I picked up another one chuckling a bit then I stopped once I realized I will never see her again, I don't know if I will. Cause I don't know what happened to her, I have to stop thinking about her but this picture just explains why I engaged with her I remember this day with flying colors, it was the best day of my life.
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Flashback 3 years ago
"Roman Roman Roman, you know you just fuck and beat me all day and the expect for me to eat shitty food like I'm some type of dog." Lily rolled her eyes pushing the plate away from her, Roman laughed nodding his head.
"If you don't eat then you know what that means right- get the fuck up." He told her she got up walking over to him she stood up to him and stood in his face.
"Fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you, you parasite." She slapped him he chuckled grabbing her arm.
"You know I love that baby, but I'm just fucking with you I'm taking you out to dinner but first." He bent her over the table-
"Roman." The blonde girl came in the closet I rolled my eyes turning over to her, the fuck is she in her for didn't I tell her to go home. Fuck fuck fuck! Fuck my life shit I told her she could stay here great great great, it's like taking care of new born all over again. Even though I never did cause I'm the only child and have no nieces or nephews I don't even have fucking kids, I don't know what to do with her. Actually I do she can help me keep my mind of my fucking dead fiancé, well she's not dead cause I don't know that. I don't know if I was dreaming- Roman leave the situation alone and attend to sexy ass blonde bitch.
"What." I got up walking over to her.
"I wanna take a shower, and could you like take me to my hotel to get my things please." I starred at her cause I'm not doing shit for this bitch. "Please Roman I really need my stuff, please." She begged I just starred cause what the fuck go back to your hotel and let me live my depressing life without my fucking fianc- fine.
"Hurry up with that shower, here." I threw her a t-shirt and some sweats.
"What about thi-"
"Don't touch that." I told her she had grabbed an old Nike sweater Lily had bought me long time ago, what the fuck!" Don't touch that!" I shouted and then I calmed myself down, why is she touching her shit just why?
"You have girl clothes in your closet and yet I can't them why?" She asked me rolling her eyes I roughly chocked her up on the wall looking into her eyes holding a tight a grip watching her gasp for air.
"Because it don't fucking belong to you, don't touch nothing in the closet don't even come in this room ever again. If you do I will fuck you up do you understand me." I held tight grip looking her into her eyes seeing the fear, seeing that she was scared this is what I needed. She might be what I want after all but she isn't what I need.
"Yes- yes mhmm- yes." She chocked on her words.
"Yes what?"
"Yes sir." She squealed I let her go and she fell to floor I smiled walking away, I just might enjoy her living with me, I don't know we gonna see.
