I pulled up to the hotel and waited for her to get out my fucking car, so I can fucking leave her here and go search for pryce cause I'm in need of him right now.
"Don't worry I'm not gonna leave your ass go." I swooshed her away she got out my car and ran into the hotel. I looked around me and seen that this hotel is like fancy so why do she need to stay with me? You have to bank to stay in this hotel so her living with me doesn't make sense. Hell nothing makes sense to me anymore nothing ever did, always will be that way. I looked down at my phone and started to scroll on Instagram and it's the same shit everyday. I looked up and saw black hair, and a woman in glasses she looked so familiar. She looked like she could be my fiancé but she isn't cause my fiancé is dead. My fiancé is dead and I know she is because she was- I have to stop this shit man this is making me fucking miserable. The blonde came with her bags and she placed them in the backseat, what the fuck I was supposed to leave her here shit shit shit.
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We sat at the dinner table in silence because I most definitely don't have shit to say at all, something I wanna say cannot be heard because she might call the popo on ass. "Your married? Wouldn't expect you to settle down with one woman."She asked me I looked down at my engagement ring and back at her drinking some of my whine. "So your just gonna sit here and not talk we're clearly eating, I mean we don't know each other. Well I know you, your the richest mean one earth. But you don't know me and I don't know you personally-"
"She was my fiancé." I cut her off cause she won't stop until I give her an answer, which is fucking annoying.
"She's passed? I-I'm just asking cause you used the term was and was is past tense. I'm sorry for your lost." She said and continued to eat her food.
"She's not dead, I don't know if she is or not." I told her,she looked up at me confused I sighed cause what is she not getting ? Is it that hard to understand I clearly don't know if my fiancé is dead or not I do not fucking remember.
"From the look on your face I won't ask again about her I'm sorry sir." She apologized I nodded getting up walking over to the dresser pulling out a picture I sat it on the table. "Lily.... Oh my god Lily's dead." Her voice cracked I looked at her confused she put her face in her hands.
"You know her?" I asked, she nodded how do she know her, for 3 years I never seen this girl so how does she know my fiancé.
"I used to work for her I'm her ex-assistant, she was the boss the bitch, the head bitch in charge I wouldn't even think to imagine that she would be dead." She sobbed oh great she's not even important she used to be her assistant dragging her coffees every morning she's ain't nobody in important. Better yet she's sitting here crying like I'm supposed to show some sympathy the fuck, I should be the one fucking crying I lost my damn fiancé! I don't even know if she's dead or fucking alive and this is the reason why I didn't wanna think about her cause I just get so mad fuck! "The last time I saw her she was with Neil, they were both smiling and got into separate cars." She told me, that's probably why she came home so fucking late that night, oh shit oh shit oh shit. She was cheating on me! Fuck fuck fuck fuck, now if I start drinking again I can just see her judgy face now.
"I've gotta to go, make yourself at home just don't go in that room." I told her getting up grabbing my keys I grabbed my coat leaving out the door, I know where to go and I'm head there cause I need some answers.
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"Ahh Uhhh fuck daddy uhhh ahhhh!" A ginger head girl who was getting pounded by Neil which just scarred me for life cause we what the fuck he got his window wide fucking open dude. I banged on his front door and just kept banging and banging until he opened the door.
"What!" He yelled I grabbed him by his shit putting on the wall.
"Where is my girl goddamnit!" I pounded the wall with my fist he pushed hard making me fall all the way back.
"I don't fucking know!" He yelled back me.
"She was last seen with you where is she?! I'm not gonna ask you again." I told him rudely making me statement clear, yes this a threat and I will kill him and his friend if he does not tell me where my fiancé is at.
"Like I said I don't know." He aggressively spoke he shut his front door sitting in chair and looked at me, I looked him. The ginger girl came down the stairs and she walked over to him giving him a kiss on the neck before leaving. "I haven't seen her in 3 fucking years, nobody has you lunatic." He threw a ball at me always was childish can't believe in his to him what the hell.
"Why we're-"
"Stop asking me fucking questions she went home to you that fucking night, the next morning she didn't shows up for work. Then no calls, no texts from her she didn't show at work for weeks, we file a missing person report and she's never been found. What did you do to her?"
"Why would I do something to the woman I love-"
"I loved her too! I still love her you idiot and if it wasn't for you she would be with me safe, you were to bust trynna get her to submit to you so you can get your dick hard. I'm the one who took a bullet for and was in a coma for 3 years you dick." He threw the remote at my face I threw it back and watched it hit him in the chin.
"I don't remember nothing, her shit is still at my house. I had this dream or I don't know if it was a dream but she had got pregnant with twins and died." I looked away putting my head down, he threw a pillow at me.
"Because she did get pregnant with twins but she didn't die, her babies did. Why did you think she died?" He asked me with a serious face I couldn't give him an answer because I don't remember my sons dying. My kids are dead? Is my fiancé dead? Where are you Lilian!
"Because that's all I know!" I yelled at him getting up walking towards his door.
"You did something to her I know you did because she always wore that damn bracelet. If you really wanted to find her you would track her down, she wore it the night she had those babies." I walked out his going out to my car and opened the car door getting in. I sat in my car and I just need to think think think FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK! I have a blonde bitch in my house by herself she might just find my obsession. I hate my fucking life, god just need to strike me down and kill me already.
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The Sadist Bride(sequel)
Romance"Was it all just a dream? Did Lily really die? Or was it just my fear of losing the most important person in the world. You see I have this addiction to have her at my side. She's gone and I don't know what to do." "Why do you have this picture in...
