Dan And Phil Imagines

Right Where I Want To Be Part 1

Q/N

I'm back! Sorry I've been gone for so long! I've been working on my writing and wasn't motivated, but then a few people said they really liked my short stories and @clobo2001 messaged me asking to update my Dan and Phil images, so here I am. Also, my last update got over 600 reads, thank you so much! ^-^

This one is going to be a Phil one. Then I'll do a friendship one and go from there.

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It's dark.
I glance out the window, seeing my reflection. I didn't even realize I was crying. I slowly bring my hand, wiping away the tear. I quickly turn away, disgusted with myself, I get up and go towards my dresser. Opening the first drawer, I move my socks and grab my razors. I thought I had stopped crying, but I was actually crying harder. I look at the clock, "4am. Dan is definitely asleep," I whisper to myself, "but not with me." I drag myself to my bed, "I'm ugly any way, this is what I deserve." And I begin.
"NO NO NO NO! This can't be happening! Fu- what am I going to do? It's 5 in the morning! I'm gonna wake Dan up!" I run to unlock my door, slightly opening Dans door. SQUEAKKKKKKKK!
My eyes widen, I forgot Dans door was missing a bolt.
"Phil? What are you doing?"
Oh God.
"Um.. Just you know.."
He stares at me, flinging his covers off, starting to stand up. He grabs his phone, "it's 5am?! What are you doing up!?"
I hid my wrist behind my back, noticing Dan started walking towards me.
"Toilet! I had to use the um.. Bathroom..."
"Why did you open my door then?"
"I tripped, uh.. walking. Just making sure I didn't wake you!"
I start walking backwards, keeping my wrist behind my back, trying to make it look as non-suspicious as I could.
"Phil.. Why are you walking like that?"
"Just practicing...." I pause, "Balance is key." I fake a smile.
"Uh-huh." Dan nods, clearly suspicious, he looks worried. I can tell it in his eyes. Oh, his eyes. They sit there, sparkling in the night light. He's so beautiful. "So, are we...."
He interrupts my deep thoughts, it takes a second to process reality again. "I'm sorry, what? I was distracted for a second there."
"I said, are we still up for the collab tomorrow?"
I forgot all about that! What do I do?
I barely remember what we're filming! And on who's channel? A million questions and thoughts start exploding in my mind causing a lot of stress. What if he sees my wrist? That question just say there, piled up on all the others that I wish would just leave.
"Phil...?"
"Oh sorry, just thinking. Yeah, um. We're still up for tomorrow."
"Well, I'm wide awake now, do you want to watch an anime... or something?
I'm so tired. I'm just gonna tell him I'm going to bed.
"Sure!"
Fuck.
Dans eyes light up, my heart melts seeing him so happy. He leads the way...

Completely forgetting about my arms, I flop down on the sofa, right next to Dan. He puts in some Death Note, I love that one.

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Two episodes later, my eyes start shutting. Everything becomes blurry, I try rubbing my eyes, attempting to force myself to stay up, but it doesn't work for long. I soon fall in a deep sleep, right next to Dan. Right where I want to be.

End of part 1.
Q/N
That's the end of part one! Part two should be uploaded before Saturday. Hopefully. I ended on a cliff hanger, so this next update should be really interesting.
- Desiree