Feelings.

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There's this guy that I think I like. I mean really like, and I'm in not quite sure if he fully understands that.

He'll remain anonymous, obviously, but let's just call him Dan.

Dan and I have "talked" on kik for a little over 5 months(? Maybe 6).

Something about him just really intrigues me, and I can't shake it. I don't think I can ever give up on him.. I just have a feeling he's the one.

There's this girl... who I've been told is his Ex. His kik name shifts from "Anonymous🔐❤️" to literally just dots , all throughout the time were talking. Like what the honest fuck ?

And the bad thing is, he is seriously in almost every dream I have. When I'm doing random, everyday things, I put him in the picture and think about how the situation would be if he was there. Is that bad ? I can't even picture dating anyone else. I've learned so much about him. We have our own little special little spots we meet between classes. We even have our own cute little sayings that only we understand. I'm 14. I fully believe you can find love at 14, even in just 5 months. But Ive never really been in love. How am I suppose to know I am? How am I suppose to shake these feeling if it's... for any reason.. not suppose to be ?..

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