Im not enough
I'm not enough
I'm not enough
No one knows how hard i try
Not even i
How do I continue on with something that I as a person cannot do right
I cant
I cant
I cant
On my knees
Begging
Pleading
Grasping for just a little taste of air
That there is left in this broken society
I walk at a pace
A pace not even I understand
I think
I think
I think too much
Can i breathe?
Why did i say that?
Will they notice?
How would they notice if not even I can describe what i am feeling
Who am I?
What do i strive to be?
I'm falling
Falling
Falling so deep into my own self
My own problems
I CAN solve them alone.
I cant solve them alone.
I cant do anything anymore.
my problems are my own. No one elses
I crumble
I break
Not even I can pull myself together again
Everyone leaves
Everyone is gone
There are better people to be around
Better people to put together
There's always a better person
A replacement
Im replaceable
I'm discounted
Im discarded
I'm
Not me anymore
Gravitys pull is pulling harder than ever
All my thoughts
All of my memories
Burst out into a collage
Some are happy
Some aren't
As I get closer i begin to forget why im falling in the first place
I dont want to fall
I dont want to leave them behind
I never got to see my brothers first birthday.
Or his first steps
My chance of making anything better has shattered
My chance in seeing my friends, my family again
Is gone
I'm gone
Before I use to think there was no purpose
That i was born in this world as a mistake. I was a mistake
Everything I did, or didnt do determined me. I wasnt me.
It was me this whole time.
I took my chances away.
