twlight

chapter eighteen James

I look ahead of me feeling the wind go through my hair all I felt was determination my mom. Will not die because of this because of what I chose

I’d never given much thought to how I would die but if I die in the place of someone I love and hold dear to my heart …That…seems like the best way to go it feels noble even if you can even put it that way it might have brought me face to face with death but i didn’t give a damn

I fastly pull up and go into a parking spot and stop the motorcycle i get off and look up at the very thing that i’ll die in i take a deep breath fear trying to take control of this decision I shake my head and walk up to the door

My fear tried to control my decision on not to do this it kept on telling me how dumb this is but I didn’t let it stop me I pushed on no matter what it cost me my life or my soul i’ll do anything I can’t bring myself to regret the decision to leave home to go to the place where the sun barley touches the ground if it means that i’ll meet him i’ll happily do it over again and again

I walk in and open the doors i look around to see that it never changed if it was in any other circumstance i would have smiled and make some joke i began walking “ elena elena elena where are you “ mom says frantically i run in the direction of her voice “ mom “ i say frantically nearing where i heard her “ elena “ she says i then stop and began to think ‘ wait no that’s not right she doesn’t call me elena anymore she only called me elena when i was a kid god dammit i’m a moran ‘ i think with a look of no and look up in shocked to hear laughter i turn my body to it and gasp when i see him but then he was on every mirror but then i see him he was laughing he stopped when he was not that far from me “ well now that’s my favorite part “ he says while slowly walking towards me “ you were a stubborn child weren’t you “ he says then he touched my hair and put it behind my ear “ she’s not here “ i say panicking he shook his head no he then pushed me to the wall i grunt by the force i do a shaky breath “ sorry you know you made it so beautifully simple so i’m going to make is more entertaining i’m gonna make a film of our time together “ he says while getting out a camera “ i borrowed this from your house i hope you don’t mind good “ he says while stepping back and turns it on " and there she is the star " he says while backing up “ oh and here put this on to add more pesize “ he says with a smirk then throws me some clothes i walk away and get dressed he gave me a gun with it my heart drop he going to make me look like Joan

i put them on i look at the mirror and slightly gawk at myself i looked good if i wasn’t in danger and very well might actually die i would be happy with this “ oh Ms Watson please do come on out “ james taunted and i do and hear a whoa i see the camera was pointed at me “ now look at this beauty it’s a real shame that he didn’t just turn you into a vampire “ he says while walking to me and began playing with my hair I stiffen “ this has…..this has nothing to do with sherlock “ i scream he pushed me to a wall I gasped “ oh you are very right on that but it will be amazing watching him react to the things I do to you “ he says i glare and him and grab the gun and shoot him I didn't see where I ran i was near the door but then i felt him throw me i scream and hit the floor making me slide to a sharp edge of a table i yelp and put my hand to it i look at it to see blood dripping down from it i look up at him in fear “ oh i sure do love this " he says with a crazed laugh and forcefully grabbed my hand with the blood on it and he points the camera at it as if to show sherlock and he even licked it and hummed happily “ now i might just keep you alive “ he says in thought i look at him in fear feeling my heart go to fast he then grabbed my wrist and squeezed not hard to break it but make it hurt i began screaming in pain “ tell sherlock how much it hurts tell him to avenge you “ he says with a huge smile on his face “ tell him “ he screams he squeezed harder which cause me to scream louder “ Sherlock don’t don’t do it “ i scream in pain he looked angry “ tell him tell him “ he screams and then he was thrown off of me i cradle my wrist while gasping for air i look to see it was sherlock and his eyes were something that i’ve never seen before they were a vibrant red but they turn back to the eyes that i’m use to i see him turn his head to me i watch his eyes widening “ Elena “ he says his voice was much deeper than his usual tone i see james put his hand around his neck and speed to the nearest mirror “you’re alone cause you’re much faster than the others “ james says he then hits  sherlock's head against the glass hard i flinch at the sound “ but not stronger you’re only gift is that you look more human and that's not even a gift “ james says i watch as sherlock’s eyes turn to that red again i watch james face turn one into shock and the next part was a blur i hear glass breaking and i felt myself be picked up i yelp by the suddenness “ hey baby it’s me it’s me i’m so so sorry “ he says he softly grabs me and he jumped in the air but he was pulled down which caused him to be thrown to the ground by the force he accidently let me go i rolled on the ground i fell down and rolled onto some glass and felt it go in my leg and my side i whimper in pain and see james in front of me he grabbed my wrist and pulled down the sleeve i see him look at sherlock i felt his cold breath on my skin ‘ no i don’t want to be turned by him ‘ i think frantically then i feel his teeth lighy grazing it and before he bite down he was thrown away from me i look up to see sherlock it was blurry but i could’ve sworn i see something on his back “ elena elena it’s okay “ i hear a alice say i look to her i then realized that i was hyperventilating i see edward on the other side off me i look at him “ sherlock where’s sherlock “ i gasp out looking around i hear a oh god from alice “ she’s bleeding to much “ edward says i see sherlock get right beside alice i look at him “ Carlisle “ alice screams worried i see carlisle come to edward’s side everything became harder to hear and see so i only watched sherlock he looked at me and said something but it was in and out i think it was on the lines of stay with me i think i gave a weak nod but then everything got dark but the last thing i hear was sherlock screaming my name