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india Flecther
next morning 8am ——— it was the next morning & i woke up to see dashawn in bed still sleeping.
i slowly got up & went to my bathroom.
as i had seen myself in the mirror a million thoughts ran through my head that i started to cry a lil.
my face was bruised up i had cuts on my arms & bruises on my legs.
i didnt even know if i wanted to do anything anymore because why didn't i listen? too caught up tryna save mfs businesses.
anyways i brushed my teeth & took a shower.
it was painful with the water hitting my cuts but i gotta shower🤷🏽♀️.
i got out & cleaned my cuts n shit just thinking about everything that happened yesterday its like i couldn't get it out my mind.
i didnt remember how many pills i was supposed to take so i went & asked quan.
he said 2 3 times a day & hugged me.
he made me breakfast before i took them because i cant take them on an empty stomach.
i also thanked him again for saving me because if it wasnt for them i would probably be dead rn.
well after all of that i went back in the room & dashawn was still sleep so i just cuddled with him.
at around 9:00 he woke up.
"good morning" i said kissing him.
"morning ma you ight?" he asked sitting up.
"im ok lay back down" i said laughing a lil.
"how'd you sleep?" i asked him.
"i didnt even go to sleep until 6" he said.
"am?" i asked & he nodded yes.
"why?" i asked.
"i wanna make sure youre okay" he said.
"awe" i said resting my head on his chest.
"thank you" i said.
"welcome, you eat yet?" he asked.
"yea there more you want some?" i asked getting up.
"nah lay down ill get it" he said gently grabbing my hand.
"bu-" i said.
"imma get it india" he said.
"fine" i said.
he did what he would usually do in the morning & i just layed back.
my phone was going tf off & i opened it.
it was mfs from ig, it was family all my aunts n uncles n shit mfs was scared but i told them i was fine.
what i really want is to just fast forward to where this shit is out of my mind & im praying to God that as the days go on, i heal faster, i think about it less, & be happy again.
i really cant take thinking about it so often because it makes me feel like ion even know but its not a good feeling.
i decided to post on my ig story to let everyone know that im okay & doing well.
@indiaflecther: 2m ago
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@therealkiannajay
therealkiannajay replied to your story: glad to hear it im praying for you & that you'll be doing wayy better❤️
thank you❤️.
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excuse all mistakes. authors note. i know this was kinda short but yk me & my fast forwards😭.
