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Chapter 5: Bad Valentines

Worst valentine's ever to find out I have cancer. I am suffering. I dont know how long I can live with this. My mom knows I will be fine. Amy stays by me every second of the week I have been suspended and now I return. Since its valentine's I put on my red dress with a heart in the chess where it shows my chess . I thought valentines would be amzing. Austin calls me everyday and I dont answer. What would I tell him? I go downstairs to eat breakfast with the whole family two member family. Our mom drops us off at school today finally.....

When me and Amy got to school jessica was staring at me and she said " ew your back" I said " Bitch did you say something? " I grabbed my math stuff and went to math class I didnt look or talk to anyone Jack who I haven't talked to in a while tapped on my shoulder. He said "hey how are you ? " I dont answer. Right now I am not okay ,many mix emotions ,things I just dont understand. I try to pay attention in math but I get to distracted. I get this super sick feeling like im about to faint then I fall. All I hear is people yelling my name and then someone picks me up like I weigh 1 pound and takes me to the office.

When I get in the office I am laying down. I open my eyes and jack and Amy are sitting by me. They are watching me like im going to run away. I look at them and say "why are you guys still here?" We wanted to wait for you said Jack. Who carried me anyways? I did said Jack. Why am I not suprised. I say Thank you. I dont even know what happened I just fainted thats all right? Do you think it is because of my cancer? I dont know Genevieve says Amy.

When I get out of the office I run to get my backpack. I sit by my locker waiting for my mom to come get me. I cant even go to school without fainting. How embarrassing . I eat strawberrys and marshmallows yumm for valentine's day. One good part of today.

I just don't know what imma do but imma end my day by sleeping forever.. and forever.