i went to go freshen up. take a shower, wash my tears, take off my makeup, and put on another outfit.
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after i had gotten out of the shower i brushed my teeth, put my makeup on, and do my hair. my hair was just in a black ribbon. ++++ i was listening to music when i heard the door unlock. mum- good your ready now come on let's go. cordilia- okay while we got into the car i was about to play a song mum- i'm sorry about earlier about fight with you i realized how i shouldn't have talked to you like that cordilia- so are you saying i can see louis again mum- i still have to think about it i sat back into my seat and smiled at myself ++++ we were at a very fancy restaurant. i felt eyes on me so i looked up from my phone and for some odd reason johnny was looking at me. just then he whispered something to jorden and she laughed. cordilia- if you have something to say please share it with the class mum- hey stop being rude cordilia- what they said something about me. if you want to say something please make it less obvious. mum i told you i wouldn't like this mum- oh yeah and i don't like how disrespectful you're being quit it cordilia- what you can not blame this on me it's them i pointed to johnny and jorden ben- my children are angels don't speak to them like that cordilia- oh my freaking god are you serious mum- cordilia stop i am this close to- cordilia- to what mom telling me i can't see louis because jokes on you i told him about what you said and he said we're going to- never mind mum- you're going to what cordilia- nothing jorden- god your so dramatic i flipped her off mum- when we get home your grounded for a month no phone no nothing cordilia- yayy i said sarcastically ++++ we were at home i had my pajamas on just then i heard i knocking on my window. i got scared because it was windy and rainy out. unknown- can you let me in its cold out here cordilia- louis? i opened the window. louis then jumped in and started shivering cordilia- omg how long were you out there you're shivering louis- like 20 minutes cordilia- poor baby let me get you a towel i went into the bathroom because we have a towel heater and i gave him the one i used earlier. cordilia- here i wrapped him up. cordilia- what are you doing here louis- i thought you were dead you haven't answered your phone since we facetimed and you never texted me o was worried cordilia- aww you were worried my heart and stomach was full of butterflies louis- yeah can you believe it he sat down on my bed cordilia- actually i kinda expected it since about what we both said earlier music was playing on the background and a specific song was playing and like i don't know how but louis looked exactly how it sounded
we were making very intense eye contact until he put his hand on my face and kissed me right when the beat dropped to the song. we took a second to breathe then we started making out.
____________________________ HI MY LOVES!!! i'm so so so so so sorry for being afk for like 5 months or something like that i had to take a mental health break. butttt i'm back also thank you for everything while i was gone! i love you all and if a needs anyone to talk to you always have me<33MWAH