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Pussy

Tynise ( nisey ) 2 weeks later

Well I'm still here and alive in this wack ass hospital. I leave today so that's good right ? No never mind I have to still face the fact I'm 3 weeks pregnant. I don't know how to tell Mia that I don't want it . I know I can't bear a child in my face everyday knowing what caused it . Just I can't do that .

I've been avoiding Mia but it's unintentional.. I love her but I'm just going through it . I have nightmares, I cry every single night my body hurts . I just feel so damn numb .

We're moving soon which I am happy about. Cause it's something I wanted to Do with her. I've been living with her in her old apartment but it's not the same . We'll be having 4 room 2 baths . We are going to take a tour since I'm getting out of the hospital today .

Mia is in here sleeping with her mouth open . She is so damn cute .

" hi i know you're ready to leave so if you can sign the discharge papers before you leave will be helpful " nurse Fran said

I actually like her . She be getting me these bomb ass apple sauce. Mia doesn't like shit I be eating but that's on her not for her aggy ass anyways .

" baby when are we leaving " Mia said softly

" In a few, can you take me to the bathroom?" I said trying to get up

" yeah c'mon " she got up and led me to the bathroom

" Can I watch ? " she said rocking back and forth

" if I say no you're still going to watch me so why ask ?" I said wiping and flushing the toilet

I washed my hands and lifted up my shit tracing the scar on my stomach that I got from being sliced with an knife.

" you're still pretty baby and I'll still fuck you " Mia said kissing my cheek

I flinched

" I'm sorry " she said quietly

" it's fine .. come here " I said pulling her in my arms

" it's not fine Tynise I literally caused you trauma bro " she said looking at me

" it's not your fau-"

" it's all my fault , everything is stop trying to say it's not when it was you're fucking pregnant TYNISE you probably don't even want the fucking kid " she said with tears running down her cheese

Someone knocked " hey is everything okay in there " a nurse asked

" yeah we good we'll be out shortly " I said back

She wiped her tears and walked out

Damn ..

I signed my discharge papers and headed out the double doors behind Mia . We made it upstairs. It was so beautiful.

" wow this is so amazing up here " I said looking around

" yeah. " Mia said getting 2 water bottles out of the fridge

" Do you want to stay downstairs or lay down ? "She asked me

" I'll stay down here you can go up I'll be there " I said anxiously

" alright let me know if you need anything I love you " she said walking up the stairs

" I love you too " I said quietly sitting down

I decided to call Dime .

" heyyy hoeee what you doing " she said underneath her sheets

" I'm out the hospital " I said smiling