I feel his pain, and his heart ache
I see him every night in my dreams
I hear him screaming and there is blood everywhere
I'm trying to find him but I can't
All I do is see white pills scattered on the floor
The screaming gets louder
I cover my ears to block it out
There is so much blood
I hear my name being called over and over again
What do I do?
How do I help him?
The screams stop
I see a blood trail to the bathroom
I finaly get to him
He is dead.
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I wake up in sweat and tears
Knowning I can't do anything
Nothing to help my love who screams for me
I feel my heart break in too a million peices
I walk out into the moon light
His screams of pain are stuck in my head
I know they will never leave
Doesn't he know that it causes me pain?
Doesn't he know that I miss him, and
Fear for him
Ache for him
Love him.
People say move on, I can't
I can't forget his screams, his pain, his love
I can't forget how he held me
Told me I was beautiful
Told me I was the only one for him
He told me he would never leave me.
No! he left me
He left me to this empty room
He left me with this broken heart
He left me all alone to this cruel world.
I will never forget him, my love
I will never forget my Blue Butterfly.
