<after a moment>
"i thought daddy will come to fetch me?" he raise his chin looking at me
he was referring to Jimin who is his daddy
Jimin was my colleagues and he took the responsibility as Jayden's dad
but even though Jayden calling him dad,Jayden knew that it's not true it's like a nickname made by him
"uhh...he went on a business trip so i came to fetch you instead" i told him
"so how's the school?did you enjoy?" i cuddle him changing the topic
"mom my teacher told us we're having a family trip the day after tomorrow!" he told me energetically showing those tiny bunny smile
ever since I never felt being happy and a complete family even though Jimin is right behind us
it was 7 years passed since i felt that happiness being with your love ones
he lied to me being a mafia and broke the promise to not keep a secret from each other
no he is cruel! i can't let him have or see Jayden even a little bit...
<family trip>
"mom look ! can I try them?" Jayden obviously pointing at those plastic guns displaying at the PlayStation
"go have some fun honey" i shrug his head
"he is surely growing up" Jimin beside me spoke
"yeah but from the past months I'm noticing how he loves to hold guns like that and stuff that involved about guns" i sighed watching Jayden
"it's normal for kids having interest about something,hes a kid anyway" Jimin advice
"dad! i got it see?!" Jayden shouted as he raised the stuff toy he was holding
"you got it?! nahh let me see it one last time" Jimin jokingly said as he was approaching him
"are you blind or what? fine I'll show you" Jayden sarcastically told Jimin
he is showing the side of his father now! Even if i tried to cover up with my side it was no use at all