Ever noticed how relationships don't last very long?. Well I just now found out , I mean why didn't people tell me.My boyfriend Jason L laritker just broke up with me because he saw Me hug a guy! I tried to explain to him that the guy I was hugging was my friend, WHO I WOULD NEVER DATE!!!But he didn't believe me ! So he smacked right in the face with a break up! It hurt like crazy I never felt so alone, I never knew it would hurt me inside so much. After a few weeks I let it go!But that doesn't mean I don't miss him!After that day Amelia came over and hugged me while I cried on her shoulder! She kept saying it was gonna be OK, but i didn't believe her.
It's gonna be fine.you hear me .Everything's gonna be fine.she said
No it won't , I feel so sad!
You'll get over him .he meant nothing.
He meant something to me though
As soon as she left I turned on some sad music and cried myself to sleep!When I woke up it was still night and nobody was home except me.I thought about the saddness and pain I'm going through, then I reached in my purse and pulled out a small sharpener blade.I thought if I use it I'm going to regret it.yet I did it anyway.I put 4 cuts on my arm and washed off the blade with blood on it.
Amelia's POV
I care a lot about Melissa , I don't want her to get hurt so much!I mean I can't like my "sister"....or could I?NO! I can't I'm not like that's and I'm pretty sure she isn't either.Ugh,i just want her to be happy,that's all!
I went to school crossing my boney arms together and walking with my head down low.I didn't want to show my face..I was to embarrassedI was totally fine until a boy came up to me with his whole possy behind him.He grabbed my shoulder causing me look up.
Aye, look fellows.Its the t.h.o.t thotie! Hahah,she looks alot worse in person!
Wtf was that about,and why is he calling me a thotie.Few minutes later ameila ran up to me and said
Is it true......did you seriously??
What,what happened
I say with a confused look on my face..........
TO BE CONTINUED........
