It's okay to trust

Warm

Chapter 1

Jake's pov

After we "won" against Chucky on the movie theater I had no ideia where I was going... I don't think I have that figured it out yet.

For me the only thing that matters is that Devon is okay, him and Lexy are the only things I have left.

I don't think I could take it if anything happened to Devon, he's sweetest boy I know, I can't believe how lucky I'm for having him as my boyfriend. I just hope he feels the same about me too...

I'm living in a foster home now, it's not forever but they are nice to me, but it's obvious that they are scared of me after I've been connected to all of those murder cases, I don't blame them but it's still awkward.

Devon was able to get a new home easily, I mean he was "the son of the city hero" I'm sure everyone loved his mom so they were very gentle him. I'm happy for him.
The people that took him in are very nice he told me, I'm pretty sure their names are Lydia and Claudia but I still have to meet them I hope they will let me stay over some nights with him. I miss him.

Lexy is having a hard time but I don't blame her we lost Junior and she lost her dad on the same night but she told me she's having therapy sessions now and her relationship with her mother have been getting better. She is staying strong for her sister.
They moved out of the mayor home and went to a smaller house but I think they are gonna be okay.

But

I wonder how my dad would look at me now, on a small room after losing all my family because of some dumb ginger doll and hoping random adults find a place for me to sleep. I'm pathetic

*he thinks as tears form in his eyes, the night looked as dark as his own mind, on that moment that he could cry without anyone noticing*

What Devon even saw in me, do I even deserve him? He lost his mom because of me, the person that loved him the most! How could I even think I'm worthy of him? HOW COULD I HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HO-

*The little tears that were forming are turning into despair and anxiety as he tries to breath*

*His phone rings and a notification remembers him why he's able to live and see the day again*

*On the phone*

Devs💕: Hey Jake can I stay a little with you tomorrow after school? I might just be clingy but I miss you 😭

*Jake remembers the warm he feels when he's with Devon, the hope and light that Devon means to him. How could he say he didn't deserve Devon after all they've been through*

Jake: I'd never say no to that 🤭

Devs💕: Okay sir romance 🙄 but like actually I want you to come at my place tomorrow

Jake: Oh, yea sure but will they be there too 😰

Devs💕: Wait are u afraid of meeting Lydia and Claudia??? Aww that's cute

Jake: It's not that I'm afraid... but what if they think bad of me and they don't let me see you again what if idk

Devs💕: babe it's okay if I love you I'm sure they will too

Jake: Oh now look who's the sir romance, love you too devs

Devs💕: gn jake 😤

Jake: gn dev 😂

*As if the tears that were falling down as salty reminders simply had disappeared, the warmth that overflowed Jake was like magic. He was blessed to have Devon and he didn't need anyone in the world but him*