Techza one-shots based off songs (emerald duo)

2. But if you loved me Why'd you leave me? (angst)

all i want- kodaline

tw: suicide///

i was sitting in the lounge room, the fire was on but i still felt cold. i was alone... now and forever, i guess thats just how it is

why did this happen.. how did this happen, he was gone forever... "why.... phil please come back" techno whispered, he knew that would do nothing, the man he loved wasn't going to come back. techno wanted to cry he wanted to drop on the floor and cry his heart out, but he just couldn't, he was to heart broken to do that.

he remembered the time the philza came home late and the second he opened that door technoblade lunged at him, even though it didn't seem like it techno loved phil with all his heart and wouldn't give up being with philza for the world. but that didn't stop phil. How could techno be so blind to how the other was feeling... how much pain the other was going through, was it his fault... if he just paid a little more attention to the other would he have been able to save him, i guess he will never know. All techno had left was a letter 

 dear technoblade, (if your not technoblade stop reading)

i love you

i love you so much, more then anyone in the world

but i cant stay in this world much longer , so i have decided that this is my end 

this is how i want to go out, please dont cry or be sad because I'm happy

I'm finally resting 

and know that i will always be thinking of you, you where the only one keeping me here 

but i  feel as if its time to let you go

for i am merely holding you down 

i will love you now a forever

philza 

"if you loved me, then why did you leave me" techno whispered now being on the brink of tears, "i already miss you...my love" techno says "you brought out a part of me that i didn't know existed till now, you are the only one who can see that side of me" 

techno walked outside to a high cliff not far from home. once he arrived he grabbed the letter and light it on fire. he looked down at the edge 

"take me with you"

he jumped