Im so fucking board out of my mind, I dont know what to do. Fuck it I'll search up somethings to to. Wtf- something caught my eye. Masturbate. Like- why not I'm old enough well I think so anyways. But idek how to do it yet my parents are still home, who cares I will just lock my door but I still have no bloody clue how to masturbate. Wait I got something. I'll search up porn that should help me. OMG- what are my eye's seeing I screamed HOW CAN THAT FIT IN THERE GIRL GET OUT OF THERE . I skipped it as fast as I could. Should I watch baby sitter, why not I thought to myself. wTf WHY IS SHE MAKING HIM PULL HIS PANTS DOWN I DONT WANNA HAVE A BABY SITTER EVER EVER EVER EVER AGAIN. Well I think i got the memo on how to do it. As i got under the covers I take off my underwear and put my fingers up one of the holes, something doesn't feel right as I pull my finger out shit was coverd on it SHIT wrong hole. SO i try again Aaaaa~~ a quick sharp moan comes from my mouth knock knock knock SHIT MY STEP DAD i put my pants on as fast as i could but forgetting my underwear and open the door. What are you up to Iris, nothin I replied. Something smells nice i turn away and quickly and smelled my finger shit wtf- thats my finger that he can smell why does he like the smell i thought to myself but remerbering the video's. Iris tell me the truth I know what your hiding. Wdym I didn't do anything i swear. Iris you can tell me dont be afraid to tell me about those things I was that age once and I can help you if you needed. Well. Well what? I have been thinking of masterbuting with myself but I dont know. Awh darl that happend to me too I will help you just pull down your pants. MY PANTS??? Yeah. Okay. Why do I have white stuff on my pants? Sweetie thats cum, whats cum I replied? When you have sex or masterbute with yourself like you did before remember. (John is what I call my step dad btw). Jonh put your pants on. No I need to teach you. Bend over now. Okay I said in a crackling voice concerned for my life. Aaaaa~~ He put his penis in my Vagina That felt good, dont tell your mother abt this I helped you that all I'm doing.