A Dolls Tale

Reawakening

He just smiled at me, as if he was satisified of my digust of my reflection

"why are you doing this?" but nothing but screams left my mouth there were terrifying shreiks of pure agony....they werent mine either. He chuckled more, he grabbed by my left arm I tried to pull out put his grip grew tighter and I felt a burning sensation, i pullled harder then it felt like my whole arm was on fire i just screamed, tons of horrfying screams came out agian they werent mine, i had to relax just relax Lyra i heard a soothing voice say, i didnt look back at the clown i let him proceed with whatever he was doing....i started going numb and couldn't gather my thoughts or feelings. he finally let go i peered at my arm....he-he branded me! i looked down at the circle with an ex in the middle i felt a smile come over my face i looked at it agian with a certain pleasure. Why was i feeling this?

"he'll come for you now" the clown sputtered and giggled with excitement i looked up at him about to quetion until i remebered....i cant speak...the screams...he just laughed and disapeared.         

That was the last time i saw him, i had tons of questions, maybe this was a dream i lied back down but i couldn't close my eyes i couldn't sleep....maybe i am not suppose to.....where are these thoughts coming from? i felt lost and confused i looked at my reflection it was like my reflection possed me...i felt obessed with looking at the person staring back, black eyes and lips, hair and skin that was like snow i enjoyed it....it began to sicken me whats happening?? i paced around whats happening?         

"shhhh......Lyra dont be scared listen to them." a light whisper hushed my racing mind. i felt at ease. suddenly i felt a slight thought come over me.....i like the screams i opened my mouth the screams came out and i listened as i felt the agony ,pain ,hatred and beauty with everyone of them it was beautiful it was like a song to my ears. i new what they wanted.....this is how i died but was renewed