change. || m.e

Chapter 1

Matts POV*
It's been a year sense Sarah and Kian have, ya know, died.
It's hard for me to except. It doesn't feel real at all. It feels like she's still here with me, nothing has been the same sense she's been gone.
I never think about Kian, the hell that he put all of us through, what's the point of caring that he's gone too.
He meant to kill me!
It was a living hell for all of us, to see that Sarah was close with him before I met her is crazy.
He's a serial killer. He's killed 2 people, 3 if you count his self.

Maybe it was the best for him to go to hell, it's not like he was welcome here on earth.
And maybe it's selfish and wrong for me to be talking about him like this when he's not even alive is bad, but the things that he put all of us through, he's the one that started this mess in the first place. Hitting me, breaking Sarah's heart, killing Sarah and I's baby and breaking Sarah and I apart.

Abby's POV*
Knowing my best friend is dead kills so much. I wish I wasn't such a bad best friend to her. All these stupid things I did to her.. It's all my fault.
I knew she was depressed 2 years ago but maybe she still had It. I could've helped her, I could've been the best friend where we could just live our lives like other teenagers/adults in collage do.
We could be the ones who could go to the beach and just listen to jack and jack, our own really good friends music. Haha.
I really miss her, unconditionally. Like, worlds can't really explain.
My favorite friend in high school to my favorite collage friend nothing could ever split us apart, really.
She never got to have the life that she planned out with the perfect guy.
Her life was terrible just because of 2 guys and myself ...