Hopelessness

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How do you differentiate between dreams and reality? The truth is you dont as you live they both intertwine. I am currently trapped in a dream which is my reality everytime I close my eyes nightmares occur and as I wake I realize that what I dream every night is my reality.

As I wake from another nightmare I just stare at the paint chipping from the ceiling no will power in me to move from the old moldy mattress on the floor. Looking to my left I can see the sun shining through my worn curtains prying in to the darkness of my room. Slowly sitting up, taking in a deep breath I try to prepare my self what is to come. The thing is I can never be prepared for the people I call family.

With the determination of avoiding the sleeping dragons in this house I slowly and quietly cross the room, memorizing the squeaky old boards not a sound was made. Now its time to get ready and start what I know will not be a pleasant day.

After freshening up I head down the dark winding stair case which led straight to the old door to enter the pure white gleaming kitchen . The contrast in dark and light truly baffles and pulls me back to the reality of my situation, when will I escape the dark.
When will it be my turn to see the light.

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