Mr perfect - Jay

The new beginning

'MUM !! I THINK ITS TIME FOR ME TO MOVE OUT , I'm 19 already , I AM NOT A BABY ANYMORE , I can cook and clean all by myself "  I yelled while scrolling through my laptop .
I always wanted to move out to attend college but my mom was disagreeing because she was always worried about me having a boyfriend/ guy friend.
HMMMM things started pretty hectic at first , I will always fight with my mother about having a boyfriend.
*flashback* when I were nine
" I THINK ITS TIME WE HAVE TO SEPARATE AND GET A DIVORCE " said your papa
" AFTER WHAT YOU DID , YOU REALLY HAVE THE NERVES MR KIM " your mum replied
" SO WHAT , AFTER ALL ,ALL I WANT IS TO ENJOY LIFE , YOU MADE IT SO HARD FOR ME , I JUST WANT TO  RUNAWAY FROM YOU " those words came out so casually
" YOU CHEATED ON ME BEHIND  MY BACK AND YOU STILL DONT HAVE ANY GUILT ?! I WAS BLIND ENOUGH TO DATE YOU AND EVEN MARRYING YOU , I THINK ITS TIME FOR US TO GET A DVORCE , I can't bear to see your DIRTY FACE ANYMORE " mum was shouting words at dad with a red sore eye 

LITTLE DID THEY KNOW , I was listening to their conversation hiding behind a wall . TEDDY , the teddy bear my dad gifted me when I was little , was being hugged tightly by me . I was crying softly and was sobbing silently . Although I was only 9 , I completely understood the situation and was so furious towards my dad . After a few weeks , they had a divorce and my dad left . He left with a pretty young girl who's maybe in her 20's .
My mum lied to me and said that dad was going on a business trip and would never  come back ever again , I definitely knew what was going on and chose to shut my mouth.
* end of flashback *
My mum begin having trust issues with men . I agreed with her , but she was too much . She didn't  let me have any guy friends so I went to a all girls school and never talked to a guy before . Some of y'all might be thinking I am exaggerating it but I was not , I wish I was lying tho . After my mum banned me from making any guy friends , I started having interest in kpop. At first I just wanted to learn their names but it was serious after that . The group's name  goes by Enhypen .

One day , I was just scrolling through YT and I saw a survival show called I-land . The thumbnail seemed interesting so I clicked in it . After what I saw , I immediately took interest and watched the whole show . I was really falling in love with them especially JAY . He caught my eye the most . And surprisingly , we were the same age !!
When time goes by , I have really high standards and was always complaining about the boys in my village . About that , I would never talk to them because my mother was strictly eying on me so I could just see them from afar . They were always playing football and other kinds of sport . 'But , eh' I thought to myself , ' sunghoon's ice skating is way interesting'

After persuading my mum with every point I got , she finally gave me permission to move out the house .
" thank you mum " I hugged her tightly
After a few days , everything was ready , I set off to Seoul . YES , I am going to attend Seoul university!! I kissed my mum goodbye and pulled my luggage behind me . I wore a thick jacket and a white sweatshirt  and a plain pants .

After I reached Seoul , I checked in my dorm . The dorm was really pretty and aesthetic, I really liked the design . This was my room ;))