Walk Through Hell With A Smile (Selfharm Stuff)

Crying

   You know when you had a bad day you go in your bedroom and cry your eyes out.You normal go under your covers or go in a corner.Hoping no-one can hear you, so you don't have to explain.

   Trying to find a way so that the pain will go away.You look to your left you see your razors laying there.You go to pick one up.

   You pick it up so carefully,you lay it down on your wrist you push down hard.You started cutting again at first it was one cut then it was your whole arm.You look down at what you did,then you look down at the old cuts that was trying to heal. You started crying even more. You try to stop but you can't.
 
   You unconsciously started cutting again. You don't realize you cutted a lot of veins.You didn't have time to write a note, so you just lay there slowly passing.

   Your last thoughts were"I just wanted the pain to go away but crying was not enough but I wished that I didn't cut because I felt even more pain."And with those last thoughts you just faded away forever.