Dedicated to xcubepenguin10
I can't believe that Im with Jordan! Bayani! We bearly met! Im so happy! Out of all the people in the WORLD he chooses me!
We decided to call it a day because it was 5:00pm and was the end of Pax. Only two more days until pax is over. Then everyone goes home. No. No. Jordan cant leave. He cant!
He wanted to go to the pax reserved hotel but since its in the UK... We decided to go to MY house instead and drive to PAX in the morning.
We slipped into the car. Me drivibg and Jordan in the passenger seat. He slowly inched his way to my hand. He lightly placed his hand on top of mine. I flipped over my hand and he intertwined our fingers.
Is this what actually feeling loved feels like? When i was growing up... My parents used to beat me and throw me outside to sleep witbout food or water for a few days. I would climb the fence to the nice lady next door and she would help me.
Then one day.. She didn't show up at the time she was supposed to..
Flashback:
Where'd she go? She's supposed to be here... Why are there people moving her furniture in her house? She can't be moving can she?
I heard my back door open and then close. I felt a soft hand on my shoulder. I flinced.
"Will.." my uncle said.
"What happen!? Where is she!?" i almost yelled.
"She died last night... She had a heart attack and didn't make it... I'm sorry ..." he replied.
End of Flashback.
That was the day my world crushed around me. I would visit the cemetery every year that same day I found out. I still do.
My vision got a little blurray and a tear dripped off of my face onto my lap. Still focused on the road.
"Will? Babe? Are you okay?" Jordan asked worriedly.
"Y-Yeah.." i sniffled. "C-Can we do s-something before w-we go h-home?" i asked.
"Of course.. Where?" he asked.
"The c-cemetery." i replied. He nodded.
A few minutes we arrived at the cemetery. I opened my trunk and got flowers out i bought before i went to pax. Red roses and yellow daisies are the flowers she grew in her garden. I bring them to her.
We went into the cemetery. I grabbed Jordan's hand and he grasped it tightly. We walked down the path to the tomb stone shaped as a cross with wings. I kneeled down and instantly broke out in tears.
I stopped five minutes later and placed down the flowers. She was the best neighbor in the world. She understood me. Well. After she died i started to starve and self harm. I wear jackets to cover ny scars.
I got up, nodded at Jordan. He grabbed my hand and we walked out.
"If you dont mind me asking.. Who was that? She didnt have your last name." Jordan asked.
"My neighbor."i said.
I told him the whole story.
"Im sorry..." Jordan said.
"Its okay.. Lets go home.." i said and we went to the car, got in, and drove home.
