Music is love, music is life

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. "Am chord, C chord, G chord, D chord, Am chord" I kept reciting the chords as my fingers played over the strings and my other hand was switching positions moving the fingers to different frets. The music flowing through me brought out my memories from last year at the beginning of the year when Justin had made his first move on me.

. Flashback: "Hey want to sit with me and watch Pacific rim?" He smiled, his dimples splayed at the corners and his dark pink lips fell perfectly across his straight white teeth. His freckles equally placed on both cheeks, His bright blonde hair barely falling into his bright green orbs filled with excitement and finally stops at his high set cheek bones.

. I hesitated at his question and was trying not to hyperventilate, 'breathe fool!' I thought to myself and slowly strode towards him then sat next to him breathing in his musky woodsy scent. I directed my eyes to the television but I wasn't really paying attention, I had my attention drawn to the way he was staring at me trying to direct his fantasies into my eyes and my heart pounded hard against my ribs at about 100 miles per hour. His arm slowly and gently started to snake over my shoulders and his hand rested on my hand, 'F**k' I thought, I kept my palm resting on its backside and open nervous to move then he slowly grasped my hand with his warm rough but gentle hand and started massaging my thumb.

. I smelled the cologne he was wearing, 'Kid I do love you and all but that's too much cologne for a guy to wear' I slowly started to fall asleep since I wasn't feeling so good and I felt his hand softly grab my neck and shift my head to his solidly built chest. My body froze as I started to panic, ' No! No! I can't be doing this he's a player!' My body refused to listen and I lay calmly head resting on his chest, and he dug bus hands underneath mg butt and shifted me to where I was now sitting on his lap and at this point it was too much and I passed out.