Sinful Secrets ((Creepypasta x reader))

Ch 0.0 Intermission: Continuation & explanation

Hey there!
I know it's been a while since I've last posted anything on this platform and I apologize for that. With this post I simply wanted to clear up a few things and get something off my chest which has been bothering me for quite a while.

First of all I'd like to mention that I'm not too sure whether I'll ever finish this story. When I started editing I had a clear goal in mind regarding the direction I wanted to take this story into and was focused on making a story that is as close to reality as possible. Looking back I'm still not too satisfied so if I do pick this work back up I'll probably start from scratch once again. Or at least partially so.

Next I'd like to briefly mention the reason for my long absence. As a disclaimer I'd like to mention that this is by no means a cry for attention and if you're sensitive to this kind of topic I'd advise you to skip over it. It's just something really close to my heart and I feel the need to (somewhat) anonymously share my experiences because I finally feel ready to do so.

You see for the past year I've been battling an eating disorder and it has taken a large toll on both my physical and emotional wellbeing. It started around this period last year with the idea of loosing weight because I've always been extremely self-conscious about my body (like most people). At first it started out good and I did really great. My only fault was doing it all on my own without consulting a professional. In the end I dropped 25kg (approximately 55 pounds) in 4 months and became afraid of eating basically anything. On top of that I trained like crazy to the point that even my heart threatened to give out on me. I came extremely close one time and there were mentions of getting residential treatment at a facility. Although at that point it was probably my best course of action they did not have enough space for me and thus I was placed on a waiting list. By the time they could I was already eighteen and doing a whole lot better so I promptly refused. Currently I'm finally back at a healthy weight, my period has started up again and I've started socializing again. Something I completely cut off during that period. I still visit my doctor and psychologist every two weeks though and if I'm completely honest I even have eating frenzy's every now and then. It scares me but together with my gym coach I've started up a healthy training program that's helping me gain back some muscle. I'm truly proud of the things I've accomplished and I wanted to share my story here because I'm sure there are people out there that share similar problems. To those people I just want to say: "Don't give up no matter how long it takes! If I can do it so can you!"
I'm currently a college student in het first year of Social Re adaptation Sciences. This implies that I'll end up in the youth (mental health) wellbeing sector once I graduate. My goal is to support people who've undergone hardships and I'm putting in all the work I can! Although I still have days where I simply don't eat, my friends are there to support me through it all!

The following content might be harsh for some so I advise you to proceed with caution. I'm simply putting it out there as a motivation!

This is my body somewhere along my lowest weight.

And this is me now! I'm happy, health, full of energy and most of all proud of myself despite the struggles I still face on a daily basis!

If you feel offended or any negative emotion towards me after reading this than that's up to you. To those that don't I'd like to thank you for reading this far and if you have any questions do not hesitate to contact me!

Once more thank you and hopefully I can soon resume this story!

Love Nayah x