Efyam - one shots

#7 - finding out

And imm back with another one shot! Hope you'll enjoy it and sorry it took so long for me to post it!! Noooww enjoooy😙

"And that's the end of my beautiful speech dear Vartolu, now you know who tortured Yamaç to the extent of his forgetting his own name.."

Suddenly the room becomes quiet, a cue that the video has ended.

He can't help but drag a frustrating hand through his hair while sighing out loud. He knew she had seen it by now, heard it by now.

All his effort to make her not found out what he's been through, gone to waste in three simple minutes.

He never explained to her in detail what happened to him for a reason. He didn't want her to suffer, to feel the pain he felt. She had already suffered enough.

While putting the same hand on his mouth, he furrows his eyebrows knowing he can't do anything about it at the moment, he needed to show it to Salih.

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Now that the video was out, his dads son was looking more than devistated.

As a solution, Yamaç takes him to his own home, as a way of healing, as a way to be close to the ones who love him.

On the way home he turns his head, his heart breaking when seeing a totally wrecked man beside him. The one who had lifted him, made him believe in himself, forgive himself, was going through the same situation right now.

And at the same moment, she comes up in his mind, making his heart break even more. She's probably suffering as well.

*knock knock knock*

As he attempts to make another knock, the door suddenly opens, showing an upset efsun locking eyes with him. Hours of crying was evident from her red and puffy eyes.

"Efsun.." Yamaç says in shock when seeing her state. He knew it would hurt her, but not to this extent. Now he was feeling even more guilt, but he swallows it and prioritizes his dads son.

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"I'll bring new clothes." Efsun suggests coldly while looking down, making everyones gaze turn towards her.

The others may not know why she's down, but he knew.

As she turns around to head to their bedroom to bring clothes from Yamaç closet, he decides to go after her.

"Efsun..." he says carefully as to not upset her even more, while quietly closing the door behind him.

Surprised of his presence she turns around scared.

"Yamaç why did u follow me? I said I could do it myself." She answers still startled.

"Can we talk?" He says low, while looking down, his quilt consuming him even more with every passing minute.

"About what?" She says playing dumbfounded.

He immediately knew what she was trying to do. She was denying it. She wanted, as she always used to do, suffer inside of herself, by herself.

But he wasn't going to let her do it. He knew it would eat her from the inside.

"You know what.." He says quietly while watching her pull out a set of pants and shirt.

"No I don't Yamaç, so çik, they're waiting for us its rude to let them wait too lo..." She says while getting interrupted by him grabbing her waste, not letting her go past him.

"I know what you're doing Efsun..I won't let you do it" He says totally determined while looking into her eyes with utter seriousness.

In that minute, while looking into those serious eyes, she knew. She knew she wouldn't succeed. At least not this time.