I was lost then you found me
You helped me get off the ground
I had no idea who I could trust
I made a mistake
And trusted the devil inside me
It left me a hollow empty shell
Stressed and depressed I was insecure
Lying on that floor
I pushed every one away Letting tears fill my eyes While everyone believed my lies
Few knew the truth behind my smile
I was a mess
You ruined me
Now I'm a broken girl
Hurt by your broken promises
Blood stained wrist
Tears falling every where
You said you would always be there for me
You said
You said you would never give up on me
Well to late I'm rebuilding the gate
Around my heart
Broken beaten and dead
They will never understand
Why I lie
They believe the mask
Never look into my eyes
I'm a self harmer with no armor
My skin is paper
It's my canvas I can cut and draw
They see and I say it was just the cat
While I tip my hat
This is the life as a self harmer
YOU ARE READING
Stay strong
PoetryWhat dose it mean to be strong What dose it mean to be clean How does it feel to be numb Are you depressed?
