Obsessive

No, It Can't Be Him

the halls filled with student as class was almost starting, of course the druggies are going to their normal hide out and the popular girls taking about their boy drama. Kayden kissed Rachel but Rachel likes Logan and Logan likes Jayna but Jayna likes Kayden, shut the fuck up its 8am.

I have to admit, I have a terrible choice in guys, my ex was insane but my life has been a little better ever since we put him in prison. but once people found out the real reason he went to prison everyone was scared of me.

"What if he gets out and does the same to me"

"What if breaks out and he does it to you since your the one who put him away, I can't take that risk"

"What if he comes looking for you once his sentence is up"

my phone dinged, its from my therapist Kate.

"Hey y/n. I hope you took your Anxiety meds this morning, make sure to chew the gum I made your mom put in your bag to lower your anxiety and if you get mad make sure you go outside. we can't have another Hayley situation happen again. don't let any ones opinions get to you and remember y/n, he is not getting out you are safe and if you aren't and something does happen (which is not likely), call me. I hope you have a great day and we will talk later" she wrote

ugh Hayley, makes my blood boil, 4 months ago Hayley was harassing me about him. saying he would get out and come searching for me and said once he kills me she would go for him since it's sexy when a tall guy with dark hair and dark past kills their ex girlfriend "Anyone who kills you has a special place in my heart, lets hope its ___ though. he deserves revenge after what you put him through! he just wanted love and you put him in prison for it" after Hayley said that I grabbed her head and slammed against the concrete wall making her jaw break, her skull crack a little bit, and giving her a major concussion and minor brain damage with just a tad of memory loss

I didn't get sued since their was camera footage with sound of her harassing me (and footage of the other harassments) and since I had very bad PTSD at the time with no medication to help it, the judge thought I was "mentally unstable" so instead of a lawsuit I got a month in a mental hospital

I had English class first, I went to my locker and grabbed my English book. Hayley's boy toy named Tristen slammed my locker shut

"thank you so much y/n, Hayley moved to a different school because she's to traumatized to see your face" he yelled, he had tears streaming down his face

Tristen was your typical nerd, black glasses and the bit of acne and everything, even the weird patterned work shirt with all the buttons buttoned up but Hayley and her friends made a bet to see if they could make Tristen hot so he got contacts and started wearing t-shirts and sweatpants instead of the work shirt and tight blue jeans combo.

"well maybe if Hayley shut her fucking mouth for once I woul-" I stopped myself, Tristen was a sweet guy he's just delusional

Kates text ran threw my head

if you get mad, go outside

if you get mad, go outside

if you get mad, go outside

"sorry Tristen" I dropped my English book and walked out of the nearest door, it led me to the back of the school.

I started taking some deep breaths... why do I feel it again

why does it feel like someone is watching me, no one is out here

I looked around to see if someone was staring at me.

I've been feeling like someone was watching me everywhere I went for the past week, when I was showering, when I was eating, in class, on the couch at home, everywhere