Obsessive

The News

"alright y/n I got to go. I'll text you when I'm home to make sure you're okay" Kate said as I drained the water out of my finished pasta "and I think it would be a good idea to take a few days off of school to make sure you're ready to go back there. you should just relax for now"

"okay thanks Kate, I hope you have fun listening to other peoples problems" I said

"I always do" we shared a quick laugh

"alright, bye Kate"

"bye"

we hung up as my mom walked into the house while on the phone

"no I can't, find someone else to do it because I can't today" she said as she hung up

"who was that?" I asked

"Linda, she wanted to me come to work again because their short nurses when I know for a fact there are 8 nurses not working today, she could've called one of them but noooo pick the one who needs to stay home with her daughter" she mocked

"you don't need to stay with me, I'll be fine. he's being taken away remember. who knows where they are taking him or what they are gonna do to him" I said worried,

I know Kate told me to keep him out of my thoughts but I can't. I love him so much and I miss him. I'm worried people will hurt him, in Kai's mind he didn't do anything wrong. he was protecting the girl he loved which is what he was raised to do so looking at the situation in a different perspective, technically he didn't do anything wrong. I know that's difficult to understand since he killed people but once again, he was only doing what he was raised and taught to do.

"don't sound so worried, he is a bad guy and you deserve much better" she said grabbing my face "you deserve a sweet, kind, loving guy who takes care of you"

but that's what Kai did, he took care of me, he held me when I was sad, he kissed me even if I was sick, he cooked me my favorite meals every morning and every night, he brushed my hair for me, he gave me his clothes to wear, he laughed at the stupid jokes I made, he held my hand when I was nervous, he kissed my biggest insecurities and he kissed my scars, he told me I was perfect just they I was and I didn't need to change a single thing about me, he protected me from anyone and everyone, he never said or did anything to hurt my feelings or hurt me. yeah Kai might be a bit mentally unstable but aren't we all.

"y/n!!" my mom yelled snapping me out of my thoughts

"what?"

"where did you just go? what were you thinking about" she said with a smile "you have a guy in mind don't you?"

"maybe" I said

my phone buzzed and I said Tristan's name

Tristan: hey, are you okay? we all just got evacuated from the school and some cops are driving people home and there are busses on the way to bring us all home. some people are saying they say you and Kai kiss, is that true? did he hurt you?

"is that the guy?" my mom asked

I wanted to say no but if I told my mom I still loved Kai and still wanted to be with him she would smack me into a coma

"yeah" I whispered

Me: yeah I'm okay, yes he did kiss me and no he didn't hurt me at all. I'm glad you got out of there safe

Tristan: I'm glad you got home safe

Me: I'm gonna go eat some food, talk later?

Tristan: yeah of course! text me whenever