Chapter 18

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I crashed into the room and immediately walked over to my hanging rack of clothes, desperately snagging a pair of ripped jeans and a sweater to change into. Lily stood in my way with her eyes wide, literally staring at me with all the passion in the world to spill the details.

Rolling my eyes at her, I tried to move past her but she humphed instead and just stepped in the way. "Lily." I cautioned her and she shook her head.

"Why wouldn't you tell me? Honestly, I still have no idea what even happened but you went from being pissed at Oliver to now you're totally fine with him." She spat at me with annoyance.

Instead of answering her question, I asked her one of my own. "How did you know I wasn't on my period?" I glared at her. I couldn't tell if we were actually mad at each other or if she was just mad I didn't share this with her like she would've and had done before with me.

She stepped back and sank down on the edge of her bed. "Aedlin, you are the responsible one who doesn't make any spontaneous decisions. So when I saw the blood on your sheets, I checked your birth control pills to see if you had forgotten you were starting today. But you're literally in the middle of a new pack." She paused and looked at me half defeated and I offered her a small smile.

She grabbed a lock of her long hair and began twisting it between her fingers before continuing. "Plus, you came home before I did. I had told Andres I needed to be home before ten so that I could be there when you got back to hear all about your date. I may be blonde but I'm not dumb."

I sighed. "I know you're not dumb, Lil." I plopped down on the edge of her bed next to her. "Honestly, I was just confused and hurting. Like you said, I never make irrational decisions without thinking things through and I did last night. Which evidently blew up in my face and then didn't. It's a lot." I laid down flat and stared at the ceiling trying to process what had all just happened.

Lily laid back next to me and I looked at her big eyes. She pulled her lips between her teeth then smiled giddily at me. "Sooooooo." She said and I raised my eyebrows at her. "Did you like it? I can't believe you finally had your first! What was it like? I need all the details!" She blurted out and I laughed.

Standing up from the bed I walked towards the bathroom. "Oh come on! I'm your best friend! At least tell me; is he even a good kisser?" She pressed and I paused before turning to face her.

"I have no idea." I answered and she furrowed her brows.

"What?"

"We haven't kissed so I don't know." I said and then whipped back around to walk into the bathroom, shutting the door behind me. I placed the new clothes on the counter space and stepped out of my stained pajamas. Turning the shower on, I glanced in the mirror to find the hand print around my neck was just a dull, almost unnoticeable hint of blue.

What if he wasn't that good of a kisser? I shook the thought out of my head, if he kissed half as good as everything else then he would most definitely be a phenomenal kisser. Stepping into the warm water, I let it run down my body to wash off the stains and help soothe my sore lady parts. What was I getting myself into? We hadn't even kissed.

We had f***** but not kissed. Who was I becoming?

I wanted him again. I wanted to feel his body against mine again. He took control yet never made me feel like I couldn't stop him if I had wanted to. It was pulling me into a world I was unaware existed with someone I would've never given a second thought to if I hadn't lost my job and come home.

Finishing up in the shower I quickly dried off, and got dressed before stepping out into the bedroom to find Liliana still laying on the bed waiting for me. I pulled my hair into the big messy bun and slid my glasses back on as she giggled while looking at her phone.

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