Love is a Worst battle

The first time I fell inlove
It's like a rose without any torn
A rose that blooms in a beautiful place
A flower looks like a miracle one.

But when reality strikes
I realize that love is like a rose with a million of torns
That blooms in a lonely place
Experiencing hardships through its life.

As long as you keep on holding it
It will only hurt you and make you bleed
Will leave a deep wound
And a scar that will last for a lifetime

You will forget how to smile because of the pain
And forget to bring back the life you used to have
A fairy tale on yesterday
A tragedy on tomorrow.

No one said that this love can be my worst battle
And now I don't know how to fight
All I want to do is just walk away
Just leave it all behind.

No one understand what I feel
Even my stupid self
Too much pain I feels
It only makes me weak.

I don't know where will I get my strength
When he is one of my source
I loved him with all my life
But he hurt me as if I have no life.

This kind of love is not what I want
But here is where love brought me
He said he loves me
But he hurted me as if he don't care.

Do you really know how to love?
To love someone with all your heart?
Trusting you is like a battle
And loving you is like a war.

But why do my heart keeps on holding on
When my mind says "give up"
Why I am keep on loving you
And automatically throw all the wrongs you've done.

The sad truth in this story
I am the only one who fights
Fighting in this battle which they called love
A worst battle that only makes my heart suffer.

Hopes, shattered on the ground
Love, broke your faith
Trust, ruined your life
And Tears, is the evidence of your hardships.

After all this time
After all the hardships and pains
Even hopes, trust, love, shattered on the ground
I still have a hand to put back together those shattered pieces.

Hoping that someday in God's perfect time I will feel again the real happiness of love.

ⓓⓐⓣⓔ 06.01.14