You don't know what he did to me

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You don't know what he did to me,
until I have my walls so high and wouldn't let anyone in.

You don't know what he did to me,
that I flinch whenever people touch me,
till intimacy becomes my fear.

You don't know what he did to me,
that I stop myself from falling in love,
till I don't even know how it feels like anymore.

If you see me, you wouldn't even think that I cry every night,
wake up from nightmares about him,
til I have to deal with my new insomnia disease.

Maybe I am abnormal,
because I am the only one who doesn't hug,
not even my friends.

Even little words and actions,
will lead me back to my past memories,
and I'll hide in a corner till my anxiety attacks go away.

So hurt, so lost, but you wouldn't know,
why I am this way.
It's because you don't know what he did to me.

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