quiet love (ranboo x tubbo)

death

i slowly open my eyes to tubbos head buried in my chest and his arms wrapped around me-

must be really early-

i feel i can finaly do it today- i can get out of this stupid loop thats just been a pure headache. its taken so much energy out of me- both mentaly and phisicaly-

i felt chills rush to my spine remembering the plan-

i slowly geot out of bed trying to not wake up tubbo and head downstairs putting a note on the stove top "put on 180°"

i grab my bag put my shoes on and as i walk out the door- my axe- gonna be needing that later

the walk to my destination was chilling and made from pure pain- i need to do this- to get out of the loop- its the quickest and in my opinion- the one wich will cause the most pain for others-

i approach the small cabin and knock on the door- waiting until the door opens-

when it does i see george there, surprised its me

"oh! hay ranboo! what brings you here?"

"i need to talk to dream if thats ok"

"oh.. um- ok. lemme go get him- just a sec"

george walks of back into his house and i wait a bit to see dream walk out

"hay ranboo! what do you need?"

"i- well... this may sound- weird. but kill me" i say handing him the axe in my hands-

"wait- you want me to- kill you?"

"yes."

"a-are you sure?"

i swear i saw joy in his face

"y-yea...."

and in a split intant cold metal cuts deep into me- making me gag in pain-

its over...

finally

i can be back with tubbo- his soft brown hair- his laugh- the stupid face he makes when he's mad... the honey stains on his clothes... i can finaly be back with him- and not have to get the exact same thing every day- i just want something different....

something new...

its finally over-