CHAPTER 10
HALLE'S POV
What's happening? I can't move. I'm shocked. Is this really happening? No, I'm dreaming. I am gonna pinch myself now. Nope, I'm awake. Harry Styles is kissing me. Without realizing what I was doing, I deepened the kiss. I close my eyes and pull on his hair. This is so... Wrong. I pulled away and leaned back in my chair, breathing deeply.
"What's wrong?" Harry asked, his big eyes staring deep into mine. I was so tempted to lean back in, but I knew it wouldn't be right and Jaden, oh my gosh, Jaden. He would HATE me if he found out about this.
"I have a boyfriend," I said bluntly.
"I know, I'm sorry, I just couldn't resist," He explained, turning off the car.
"No, actually I don't have a boyfriend," I said, and he gave me a funny look.
"I have a fiancé." His mouth fell into an "o" shape and he stared at me, something flooding his eyes. Was that, anger?
"WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME?" He shouted.
"I'm sorry," I whispered.
"SORRY? THAT'S ALL YOU HAVE TO SAY?" I bit my lip as a tear flowed from my closed eye.
"WELL HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW YOU WERE GOING TO KISS ME?" I shouted back.
"BUT, you deepened it," he stated, calming down. Instead of anger, I saw sadness in his beautiful eyes. I never noticed how green they were. What was I thinking? Jaden's eyes are way prettier being the, the, wait, what color were they. Gosh I'm horrible.
"I know, but that was a mistake. I tried to pull away but the initial shock grabbed me and I was intrigued and needed more. I guess it was because I haven't had a kiss in so long, I just felt like I needed it."
He sighed and sat back down in his seat, throwing his head back and running his fingers through his hair. I saw him bite his bottom lip and something roll down his cheek. Was he crying? Did I just make Harry Styles cry? Oh my gosh, what kind of person am I?
"Harry, I didn't mean to-" I started, turning to face him.
"Just stop," he said, then opened the door and ran into his house. Great, now how am I supposed to get home? I just sat in his car for a few more minutes, nearly sobbing. I was crying and crying until someone knocked on the car window. I pulled my head up out of my hands and looked up.
"Oh Halle, what happened?" My blue eyed best friend Louis said, opening the door. He waved me outside and I crawled out, still crying.
"Come on, let's go inside," he said, but I shook my head.
"Why not?" He asked.
"Harry's in there," I whispered. Great, he's gonna try to make me talk.
"Then go to the backyard. I'll be there in just a minute." I nodded my head and started to walk to the backyard and he turned to go into the house. I strolled into the backyard, freezing. I sat down on their two-seater swing on the back patio and waited for Louis. He came outside a couple seconds later with a steaming cup of tea, two blankets thrown over his arm, and a box of tissues. He sat down next me and wrapped his arms and a blanket around my shoulders. He draped the other blanket on my legs and handed me the cup of tea. I gave him a small smile and took a sip of the tea. It was Alyson's favorite. I started crying even more thinking of how she would react when I told her what happened. I buried my face in Louis' chest and sobbed. He "shh"ed me and traced small circles in my back.
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Dirty Little Secret (h.s.)
FanfictionAfter a hard first relationship that became of their feelings for each other growing so strong they had to end an engagement, Harry and One Direction's guitarist Halle Walsh get together again and try to keep this relationship a secret from the worl...